Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

From Journal Entry: 12/25/1998 It was an astral projection unlike anything I had ever experienced before. At the time, I was in a relationship with a man named Brian. I loved him deeply. Deeply enough that walking away felt like breaking my own heart open. But our relationship had become painful. We had been on and off for about a year. Brian struggled with drugs and alcohol, and no matter how much love existed between us, love could not heal what he wasn’t ready to face himself. I knew I had to end the relationship. And still… I loved him. That Christmas night, I left my body. In the astral experience, I found myself standing in front of a large building with many doors. It didn’t feel like Earth. It felt like another place entirely… another realm, another planet, something beyond this physical world. I wasn’t alone. I was with my spirit guide. I knew it instantly without needing words. There was this deep inner knowing that my guide was there to help me find Brian. I remember feeling...

F rom Journal Entry 5/5/2025 I had an astral projection where I was on a planet similar to Earth. There was music playing that sounded like Taylor Swift. People, mostly young adults, that looked like humans were in a bar with arcade games. I walked over to a table and asked the guy where I was. He said Siloh. There were movie posters on the wall. The fact that the music was similar to pop music and that the people looked human suggest I may have tuned into a dimension or world that mirrors ours in culture but isn't identical. Like a reality where things evolved slightly differently. With all the familiar activities like on Earth... the movie posters, socializing in a bar, and music playing could suggest the environment was similar to everyday life on Earth. Like a place where the culture mirrors ours but isn't an exact replica. A parallel world is defined as a hypothetical self-contained reality that exists alongside our own universe it may have different physical laws Mysterie...

  Often times she feels trapped in this world. She is always thinking about her great escape. Yes, death invades her thoughts a lot and she welcomes the intrusion. The world, in her eyes, is a prison. She feels strongly this way about it because she is a magician of sorts, in her own mind. Nighttime is an invitation to explore other worlds. She mastered the art of leaving her body at a young age. It is natural for her. It's in the twilight hours when she is completely free. Coming back into her body is always a disappointment. The heaviness sets in first and then the reality of being stuck back in an aging body hits hard. It's a sadness you wouldn't understand unless you're an astral traveler. There are no limits, no obligations, no rules to follow. Just an intention set by you to go wherever your heart desires. Literally! So if you think she's the crazy one, think again. She knows the secret. She knows the way out. She longs for the nights because the moon welcomes...

From Journal Entry 1/26/13 I find myself in my astral body.  I say that I want to fly past the five moons and the five suns.  The stars I see in the sky are amazing!  As I approach the first moon I am joyfully repeating, "Beautiful moon, beautiful moon!"  I think to myself this is a long journey.  I can see the second moon.  I am almost to it.  I suddenly wake up in my body. The prophet Issiah says, "The sun shall be no more thy light by day; neither for brightness shall the moon give light unto thee: but the Lord shall be unto thee an everlasting light, and thy God thy glory.  Isa 60:19-20 Kabir says that if you want to encounter God you have to travel past the stars, the five moons, and the five suns towards your true home.  Pass through the sky and the star; take courage and cross also the inner sun and moon, then you will be able to reach and place your head at the doorstep of the Lord's court. Reference~ Kabir The Weaver of Go...

From Journal Entry: Astral Projection 12/15/11 I found myself in front of a house, lying in the grass.  A black woman, cheery, mid to late 30's- comes out of a house.  I asked her where I was.  She said Corpus Prince.   I asked what day it was.  She said Tan Baby Day.   She repeated Corpus Prince with the number 40.  An Internet search of Corpus Prince led me to a children's book, The Little Prince.   I read the book and found a personal message I believe was meant for me.  This is what I got out the book that found it's way into my life. The Little Prince visits seven planets.  The last one he visits is Earth.  He has encountered arrogance, self absorbed, egotistical men with no purpose. He does though meet a a Lamp Lighter who has a purpose.  On Earth, he meets a man in the desert.  His plane has crashed and he is desperately trying to fix it.  He forms a bond with this man and meets a fox that wants to be...

From Journal Entry 1/22/2011 There is a storm brewing and it is big!  The bottom of my feet are magnets.  I magnetize my feet to a round piece of metal that takes me to a building.  I ask a woman whom I can talk to about the storm.  She sends me to a guy's office.  I find him and I tell him that I want to know who's thoughts are trying to harm me.  He doesn't know the cause.  He tells me to visit the storm and learn its nature.  He says to invest in Dam Andrew Territory and buy property for $20. Dream symbols: Storm- symbolizes my rising spirituality, rapid changes ahead of me Magnets- personal empowerment, some force is bonding my relationships together Number 20- in need of support Investment- my preparation for the future, laying out a solid groundwork for success I would turn to the bible for further guidance and seek out the apostle Andrew.  What I would find would speak to me intimately.  So began my study of Andrew ...

From Journal Entry 4/2/2002 I looked up in the sky after arriving at Grandma Theresa's house.  I saw two constellations.  One was a dragon and the other an angel.  The dragon was breathing fire on the angel. There are three kinds of creatures- first angels.  Angels are pure intelligence.  Their nature and their nourishment are worship, service, and perpetual remembrance of God.  They eat and live by these exactly like fish live and by water.  They have no desire, so they have no need to struggle against it.  Obedience is their essence. Then there are animals.  They are pure desire, desire in its naked state.  Then comes humankind- that strange hybrid of intelligence and desire.  Man is half-beast, half-angel.  The fish in man attracts him toward the shining water; the serpent in him drags him toward the earth. The angel is always saved by knowledge; the animal by its unadorned ignorance.  Man is between them, struggling...

From Journal Entry 4/22/1999 I ended up in a woman's house, who summoned me there. She showed me her art. She said she asks the painting what it wants her to paint. She said after many reincarnations people learn to create and develop their powers. I have found through my own experiences and past life memories that this is true. We tend to pick up where we left off in our past life. Your passion in life becomes an expression of God. Developing your talent becomes a way of serving God. We are all here to learn more about ourselves. In the end we will find that our identities are not separate from God, but are in fact one with God.

From Journal Entry Summer of 2000 I travel through the sky looking at the beautiful scenery below. A lake and pine trees mixed with a background of sunset colors. I then walk through a building to a woman sitting at a pillar. She asks me, "What do you want?" I reply, "I want to know what have I done?" She says, "No you don't. Some are really gruesome." She suggest, "What else do you want?" I reply, "I don't know." I then end up in a doctor's office. A woman at the front desk tells me the nurse is in a bad mood. I demand to know where she is. I go and find her. I find her down the hall to a door on the left. She says, "What do you want?" I respond, "I want a check up from the neck up." She sighs, "Come on Michelle, you know I can't do that." I finally just say, "A physical." She proceeds to give me a physical. I hear her say some numbers and she tells me, "You need to talk to...

Astral projection is an out of body experience. This is a basic step by step guide to willfully dissociate consciousness from the physical body. There's a lot to gain from astral travel. The possibilities are limitless. The astral world is made up of thought forms of human desire and imagination. You want to have a clear space with no distractions. It also helps to be at your best physically. Being healthy aids in the flow of energy. The key to a successful journey is intention and relaxation. It will be more helpful to focus on where you are going. When targeting a person or place in ordinary reality focus and try to hold the image of the person or place you have in mind. When you are fully relaxed: 1. Visualize your second self 2. Notice details of yourself 3. Let your consciousness flow to your second self 4. Scan the place around you 5. Move about the room 6. Consider further explorations in your new vehicle. Move through your house, the neighborhood, or you may target ...

From Journal Entry May 14, 1999 I'm standing in front of a house, ringing the doorbell. A woman answers the door. She is 35-40 years old with short black hair, and not that attractive. Four guys are sitting in the living room watching T.V. The woman asks who I am. I reply, "I'm Madison-this is an astral projection." I said it with attitude. She says she doesn't know whom I am. I respond by saying, "Someone wished me here and I want to know who did." She acted as if she didn't understand. She finally says, "Your out of your body- and if you don't figure this out it will eat at you until you die." I suddenly was jolted back into my body. In its usual state, your consciousness has three vehicles: The physical body, the astral (emotional) body, and the mental body. In astral projection, part of the astral body remains with the physical body to keep it functioning, and part of the substance of the astral body goes forth. You can go where...