MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

  some of us were put on this earth to love the unloved our agenda is to illuminate the darkness and be the hand that never lets go

  “We seldom realize, for example, that our most private thoughts and emotions are not actually our own. For we think in terms of languages and images which we did not invent, but which were given to us by our society. We copy emotional reactions from our parents, learning from them that excrement is supposed to have a disgusting smell and that vomiting is supposed to be an unpleasant sensation. The dread of death is also learned from their anxieties about sickness and from their attitudes to funerals and corpses. Our social environment has this power just because we do not exist apart from a society. Society is our extended mind and body. Yet the very society from which the individual is inseparable is using its whole irresistible force to persuade the individual that he is indeed separate! Society as we now know it is therefore playing a game with self-contradictory rules.” Reference~ Alan W. Watts, The Book on the Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are

  you are my december bad habit because that's when i think about you more than usual i imagine you at my door and your beautiful face lighting up every part of my being like a christmas tree the memory of you around christmas lingers in the december air i breathe you in just as if you were here doing my damnest to touch the eternal part of you each december

  i know i can be misunderstood and bewilder you. i know that often i can be seen as someone who doesn't care. but that's not true. the truth is i feel too much and it can overwhelm me. as an empath i've learned to monitor my feelings. keeping a safe distance is what i have to do. it's also how i can help you the best. i can send you my light and love without being entangled in your emotional center. so next time you see me and i seem closed off, i'm actually listening to your pain with my body and transmuting it into a healing frequency; sending it back to your heart chakra where you can feel some relief. i'm doing what healers do to help bring a little healing to you.

  The inability to receive support from others is a trauma response. Your “I don’t need anyone, I’ll just do it all myself” conditioning is a survival tactic. And you needed it to shield your heart from abuse, neglect, betrayal, and disappointment from those who could not or would not be there for you. From the parent who was absent and abandoned you by choice or the parent who was never home from working three jobs to feed and house you. From the lovers who offered sexual intimacy but never offered a safe haven that honored your heart. From the friendships and family who ALWAYS took more than they ever gave. From all the situations when someone told you “we’re in this together” or “I got you” then abandoned you, leaving you to pick up the pieces when shit got real, leaving you to handle your part and their part, too. From all the lies and all the betrayals. You learned along the way that you just couldn’t really trust people. Or that you could trust people, but only up to a certai...

  it's fucking stupid how i measured my self-worth on whether or not you loved me i'm a fucking rare anomaly magical, mystical full of light and darkness destined for glory

  darling all you want is someone that will go to war with you someone who's not afraid to get a little bloody you've been doing it alone your whole life now you're tired so many burdens you carry so many nights spent wishing on the moon to bring you someone capable of holding your pain while you continue battling your demons and cleaning up spilled blood darling all you want is a man that is as brave as you