MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

her tatoos were permanent her struggle enduring her demons she kept in a hole her faith covered on her ribs

Dear Warrioress, This past year was a fresh start. With the divorce behind you, you were able to start living the life you want. You started off by making five promises to yourself: 1.    Daily yoga and meditation.  2.    Visualize the man you want in your life.  3.    Focus on your goals. 4.  Always be the best version of yourself. 5.  Let go of your anger. You stayed true to yourself, and your future has never looked brighter! You are paving your own way. You are now more confident than ever that you will manifest all your dreams. You have stepped into your power, and now you are unstoppable. You see your beauty, and it radiates out, drawing to you all that your heart seeks. The man you desired showed up in your life, and now your heart is opening again.  For the New Year, I know something amazing is going to happen. You won’t be expecting it, but you will be happily delighted. This is your hard work and...

have courage to listen to your heart so you may live an extraordinary life that others are jealous of and from your example become brave and live bold

There is a band of women present on this earth who are carrying flaming torches for the evolution of humanity. These women are rare, unique, highly-crafted jewels of the ancient feminine spirit. These women possess more courage, resilience and perseverance than is fathomable. These women have silently walked through thousands upon thousands of years to find themselves back here on earth, charged with the task of re-awakening the deep feminine soul to humanity and earth. Emerging one by one from the etheric temples of Shakti in all Her forms, the Awakened Women plant their naked feet on the barren soil of earth. Glistening with the radiant dew of communion with Divine Love, bodies supple and fluid with free-flowing Kundalini, Third Eyes wide open and streaming cosmic codes of truth, hair flaming and blazing with wild, unashamed passion, hands moving spontaneously to touch the wounds of Gaia's Soul and love Her back to Life. The Awakened Women do not announce ...

he never stays on his side of the bed he always inches his way towards my side the weight of his body bearing down on me i feel smothered and i feel safe

she was a candle that flickered in the darkness casting shadows as a reminder to always burn bright against all the bullshit that life throws at you

She's no longer trying to fix herself, or improve, or repair, or transform, or align. She's accepting herself as who she is. Too long she's been told she should do better, be better, work harder, strive more. And too long she's bought the idea that she's not good enough. Well, she's done with trying to please that voice of authority inside and outside. 'Sorry! Like me as I am' is her motto, as she hugs herself and smiles. She's fully there for herself and is getting okay with rejection and even walking away. There's freedom in being 'shame'less. She's surprised to discover how good she really is. Even on her baddest days, when she loves herself, it becomes all right. Wow! That's all that was required- to love even those parts that till now she wanted to correct and hide. She's unlearning and untangling. Her new avatar is relaxed and resilient. She may not readily share it yet, but with her on her side, she's begin...

even though we just met i hope you can heal all your wounds i hope you chase your dreams and no matter how scary it may be to choose a different path at the age of 48 i hope that you listen to the quiet whisperings of your soul you may not see it now but your future is brighter than you can even imagine for yourself i hope you take risks with your heart because loving me will be challenging and there will be days when you doubt how we can make our lives work together just remember that already i have fallen for you and i see a future with you so it doesn't matter to me how hard or long the road is ahead of us as long as we travel the same road i will trust that everything will work out i hope you let me love you deep and hard because for me that means loving you with all my soul and the brutal honesty that will come with loving a woman like myself who no longer lives life from a wounded ego i hope we can cultivate a space that better serves the higher go...

we move on from our breakups and rediscover love again in it's fragile vulnerable state we fall in love all over again hoping that this time it will last forever

i want you to say you cannot be without me that i'm always on your mind and the joy that fills your heart i want you to say it because i need to hear it i need to know because I can't be without you

you are a deep sentient being birthing a new sun every moment the world needs warriors like you with hearts pure and eyes wide open to all the injustices of the world you're sensitive to the cruelties of others and to the unconditional love freely flowing from mother earth life is sacred nothing is born into existence that doesn't serve humanities expansion as a collective soul you serve to unite the weak the forgotten the fallen to remind them of their true nature a true warrior you are always sacrificing yourself and never asking for anything in return I see you those that need you see you you, the man or woman waking up to a new sun and harnessing it's power to alleviate someone's suffiering today you are a true hero

What is a lightworker? A lightworker is a special person with almost psychic ability to intuit what other people are thinking, feeling, or need in order to heal. 1. You intuitively know that you are alive for a higher purpose, one that is directly related to awakening and transforming your own life and the lives of others by helping to raise the collective consciousness of human beings. 2. You are highly intuitive, and have had an innate wisdom about life since the time you were young. You are naturally philosophical and spiritual, and often perplex people with how you seem to know so much for your age. 3. Though you connect with people easily and it is part of your purpose to help them, you are somewhat of a loner. You are sensitive to other people’s energy, and can only take it in doses. 4. Your young life set you up for a series of traumas, challenges and other difficulties. You understand that these were not intended to hurt you, rather to awaken you to the healer ...

broken women are beautiful. their hearts full of pain and yet they still love deeply. when a woman has suffered greatly, everything in life, from a sunset, a kitten, or a stranger's smile becomes more precious. it's the simple things that remind her of the beauty in the world. she doesn't have to look far- everywhere she goes, she witnesses the unfolding present moment as a gift. suffering she painstakingly desires to shed, intentionally aligning herself with the divinity that resides in her. she knows life is sacred. her experiences taught her this. her beauty can be seen; her heart can be felt when you're in her presence. you want to know her secret. and the secret is simply this: choose the beauty to look at, live in the present, let go of the past.

I know you won’t admit it, but you miss me. You’re doing a good job keeping my memory alive. So much so, that your thoughts still reach me. I have moved on, keeping the ghost of you alive was doing me no good. I still think of you when I hear a certain song that reminds me of you. I smile on the inside, knowing how my life has been touched by you. I’m a better woman because of you. And even though I may never make sense of how strongly I feel connected to you, I don’t question it anymore. You’re a mystery to me. I’m a mystery to myself.  These days, these precious moments that define me, I savor. As I have started my life over, I have an overwhelming feeling that everything is going to be okay. I feel happier than I have been in years like a heavyweight has been lifted off my shoulders. I hope all is well with you. I hope you have found the courage to live your life as you see fit. I know many times we have said we’re done, but beloved we are never done. Your everlasting gla...

she stood in the centre of her fire her bones and soul exposed what mattered to her wasn't the fight from her battle with her enemies and surviving it what mattered was her ability to sustain herself after a long period of grief and fatigue her beauty was trusting her own soul when after being betrayed and left in pain she still found the inner strength to rise with the sun and face her enemies the fear she felt didn't close her off instead it opened her up and what spilled out of her was more compassion more love more courage what the fire tried to destroy only fortified in her spirit perseverance and carved out of her a spiritual warrior a badass that you don't want to mess with

when someone unique comes along and loves you back to wholeness that someone is a precious gem who's value is worth all the sorrows your heart had to endure

when she's quiet she's listening to her heart getting guidance on how to love herself better

her heart was tired enslaved by all it's wants her soul thirsted for something more she felt trapped between desire for love and the fear of becoming a slave to it

According to a 19th century legend, the Truth and the Lie meet one day. The Lie says to the Truth, "It's a marvelous day today!" The Truth looks up to the skies and sighs, for the day was really beautiful. They spend a lot of time together, ultimately arriving beside a well. The Lie tells the Truth: "The water is very nice, let's take a bath together!" The Truth, once again suspicious, tests the water and discovers that it indeed is very nice. They undress and start bathing. Suddenly, the Lie comes out of the water, puts on the clothes of the Truth and runs away. The furious Truth comes out of the well and runs everywhere to find the Lie and to get her clothes back. The World, seeing the Truth naked, turns its gaze away, with contempt and rage. The poor Truth returns to the well and disappears forever, hiding therein, its shame. Since then, the Lie travels around the world, dressed as the Truth, satisfying the needs of society, because, the W...

you are a beautiful composition of craziness and infinite wonder covered in tattoos that match your heart and soul magic is all around you living in you do you feel it? others do that's why they are drawn to you hoping to catch what you got

i just want to say how hard it is to move on from narcissistic abuse you won’t understand unless you’ve been in my shoes the wounds don’t leave just because he did the mind games the manipulation the endless fear and anxiety that he put you through destroys a piece of you and as desperate as you would like to feel completely whole and healed the truth is healing is an everyday commitment to oneself because let’s be honest women like myself will need a lifetime to undo the damage and that’s okay so don’t judge me for the armor i wear and the wall built around my heart i’m in recovery and at the same time awakening to this newfound love i have for myself sharing my story is ultimately what will set me free

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i understand now that we weren't meant to be together sorry i wasted all those years begging you to stay trying to convince you that we could work out all our problems i see now that the problem clearly was i loved you too much and myself too little i bent over backwards to make you see just how much i did love you but you loved yourself more and me too little your needs always came first your happiness was more important i understand now how loving myself has drawn the right man to me and my pattern of attracting all the wrong men like yourself was a result of trying to find confirmation that i am worthy of love from broken men thank goodness i've broken the cycle now my life can truly begin

she gathered herself in the wilderness because that's where she felt her heart open and bloom she felt connected to life to something greater than herself gathered up in a loving embrace of a thousand invisible arms

A woman in my dream says, "Don't let one forget those things that are lost." Shortly after having this dream I began reading, Wheels of a Soul . There's a part in the book that talks about the Great Flood and the Tower of Babel that destroyed the entire world and erased every memory of what happened up to that point. The Bible and the Zohar both record a past civilization that was different than our own and maybe even greater. Did man possess advanced knowledge in ancient times?  The Zohar explains that God did indeed send down a book to Adam from which Adam became acquainted with the supernal wisdom of the Light. This book was brought down to Adam by the master of mysteries, the Angel Raziel. The book later came into the hands of the "sons of the Lord"- that is, the wise souls of their generation. Whoever was privileged to peruse it acquired the wisdom of the Light and its awesome power. Three angels always accompanied and kept watch over the book so...

the silence was unbearable as the mind screams "just make him love me!" never loud enough for him to hear you and so you pretend everything is okay

It is said that before entering the sea a river trembles with fear. She looks back at the path she has traveled, from the peaks of the mountains, the long winding road, crossing forests, and villages. And in front of her, she sees an ocean so vast, that to enter there seems nothing more than to disappear forever. But there is no other way. The river can not go back. Nobody can go back. To go back is impossible in existence. The river needs to take the risk of entering the ocean, because only then will fear disappear, because that’s where the river will know it’s not about disappearing into the ocean, but of becoming the ocean. Reference~ Khalil Gibran

you kept all the stones he threw at you and every bad memory locked away not because you have a hard time of letting go of things but because you know how to build things out of the negative and toxic relationship you were in that's why you used all the stones to build your storybook castle with a kick-ass dungeon if he ever decides to show up you can throw him in it

Find your lane. Make space for the flow to show  itself. Follow the natural rhythm of your life, and you will discover a force far greater than your own. - Oprah Everybody's looking for the future. They're never in the present. So when they arrive at the future, it's not there for them because they're not present for it. If you get the idea that this is the moment that you have, it is the only moment that you have, then you live in the present, and you move with the flow, because this is the point of arrival. Right now.        -Deepak Chopra        Remember: The most important thing is not what's happening out there. What is primary is your state of consciousness at this moment. That determines what form the future will take. So the important thing to realize is that what happens to you is much less important than how you respond to what happens. That determines the way forward in life.     - Eckhart Tolle ...

dear lover, i am complicated. i am divinity and darkness. i am nothing and everything all at once. i explore boundaries and go beyond them. i am tamed and pretty when i need to be, but wild and unleashed in my spirit. you will want to know me, but i am unknowable. i love to dance in the rain and make love naked under the stars. what you see in me is only a reflection of the love within yourself. my ache to be known stretches beyond my imagination when imagining all the ways you will come to know me. i have wounds, deep wounds, that have carved out the woman i am today. please know if i give myself to you, i am yours, not just for a fleeing moment, but for as long as you'll keep me. the closer you move towards me, the farther away i will want to move from you. but don't let me. i will want to run, but i will be brave if i know you're holding on to me. i need space to grow and expand my soul, this is how you win my heart, by allowing me to explore myself. i need to know yo...

she kept herself hidden the woman he saw was worth every ounce of affection and effort she was saving the best part of herself for him he just had to bring her out of her hiding place if he could do that he would own her heart

she evolved into a beautiful woman but what it took was rough hands, harsh words, and neglected tears before you she was a girl surviving abuse from men that said they loved her she is now the woman that melts your heart when she smiles you don't see her brokenness or the pain from her battles all you see is the magic in her eyes and the way she makes you feel more alive than ever before her evolution is your security because women like her don't take men like you for granted