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Showing posts with label My Poems. Show all posts

Sunday, January 10, 2021

Clear Boundaries

 

these past few years
i've been discovering me
the me without the title
of wife
and what i've found
is a woman
that has clear boundaries
and intentions
a clear resolution
in my soul
that there's no way
in hell
i'll ever let a man
treat me like shit
ever again

Wednesday, December 30, 2020

The Role of the Light Bearers

 


some of us
were put on this earth
to love the unloved
our agenda
is to illuminate
the darkness
and be the hand
that never lets go

Thursday, December 17, 2020

Each December

 

you are my december bad habit
because that's when i think about you

more than usual
i imagine you
at my door
and your beautiful face
lighting up
every part of my being
like a christmas tree
the memory of you
around christmas
lingers in the december air
i breathe you in
just as if you were here
doing my damnest to touch
the eternal part of you
each december


Tuesday, December 8, 2020

Realizing Self-Worth

 


it's fucking stupid
how i measured my self-worth
on whether or not you loved me
i'm a fucking rare anomaly
magical, mystical
full of light and darkness
destined for glory

Wednesday, December 2, 2020

A Brave Masculine to Match Your Bravery


 

darling all you want is someone
that will go to war with you
someone who's not afraid
to get a little bloody
you've been doing it alone
your whole life
now you're tired
so many burdens you carry
so many nights spent
wishing on the moon
to bring you someone
capable of holding your pain
while you continue battling
your demons
and cleaning up spilled blood
darling all you want
is a man that is as brave as you

Saturday, November 28, 2020

The Twin Flame Encounter

 



she stopped dead in her tracks
he caught her off guard
she never saw him coming
and with only his eyes
he traveled into her soul
and lit up the space
where darkness begged to be seen

Tuesday, November 17, 2020

It's Never Too Late To Start Over

 



living alone
without a man
is teaching me
how to survive
differently
i use to give
all my attention
to a man
always cheating myself
because my needs were less important
(so i told myself this lie)
it's funny how life
will give you
what you need
it's funny how
free i feel to be me
now that i'm alone
now that i'm
my priority

Tuesday, November 10, 2020

Learning to Trust the Heart

 

please forgive me
if it takes me longer
to open up to you
i've had my heart badly broken
gave more of myself then i had
to men who did not deserve me
many times i gave forgiveness
in return all i got was more lies
and another bruise on my heart
i wish i could give you more of myself
i wish i could put your mind at ease
it is going to take me longer
to love you back
the way you deserve
so please be patient with me
as i learn to trust my heart again

Tuesday, November 3, 2020

Finding My Way Back To Myself

 



i missed myself
while i was with you
losing myself
in your dark woods
the sunlight finally
breaking through
calling me out
to be found again

Thursday, October 22, 2020

Love Triangle

i'll never forget that day
there was a downpour
and the three of us decided
to walk down the dirt road
to the little store
to buy alcohol
in my mind
i thought this is crazy!
both of these men
i love
but only one
washes away
the dirt in my soul
the rain and you made me notice
how freeing it was
in that moment
to love the both of you
and not feel guilty

 

Sunday, October 18, 2020

Not Afraid Anymore

 

you can't become a warrior
unless you've lived through
some shit and slayed your demons
this road isn't for sissies
it's for the badass women
who aren't afraid to pick up a sword
and use it

Thursday, October 15, 2020

Stay Hopeful, Magic Happens

 

i suffer
silently most days
but keeping a positive attitude
and hope alive
keeps me
wanting to see
what the next day will bring
it's the unpredictably in life
that motivates me to embrace
things as they are
knowing at any moment
the impossible could happen
and magic comes
transforming my life

Saturday, October 10, 2020

Fantasies

 

in this fake world
i'd like to believe
that there are love stories
with happy endings
mystical creatures that fly
the ethereal skies
witches that cast good spells
and gods balancing the scales
of good and evil

Saturday, October 3, 2020

A Beautiful Sin

 

sure she sins differently than you
but don't judge her
we all have sin at our core
but what is sin?
one woman's sin
is another woman's virtue
her sin may cleanse
her soul
and the same sin
may dirty yours
know the difference
by discerning within yourself
what feels right
and what feels wrong
after all, sin is just a label

Thursday, September 24, 2020

Women Rising

i'm sure
the independent
brave women
are killing it
right now
during this Covid-19
we've survived through
many storms
weathered abusive relationships
and we are raising kids
teaching them
how the world really is
not sugar coating it
as we live
our daily lives
more awake
than ever before
we see
and recognize
we are the change
that needs to happen
and we're raising our kids
to be more in tune
with the inner
than the outer
we embrace one another
and ourselves
as we are
but committed
to healing and growing
because we know
that the way the world
has been running
can't function
in chaos, deception, and greed anymore
we brave women
are rising to our true calling and power
and growing in numbers
professing:
this is not a man's world anymore!!

 

Sunday, September 20, 2020

Soulmates Reconnecting

 

i'm sure of it
i loved you
in another lifetime
our karmic paths
have criss-crossed
and we meet again
some call it fate
but i promised you
a lifetime ago
i would always
find you
and you promised
you would carry me
forever in your heart
and send out feelers
so you could be found
every heartache
painstaking life event
led me to you
this invisible force
pulling me to you
i don't doubt you love me
how could i
with one look
in your eyes
and the memory
of us
comes rushing back
like it was yesterday

Sunday, September 13, 2020

Wild Love


he's in love
with your wildness
it draws him in
like a moth to a flame
he sees you're courageous
BOLD
and living the life
you've designed
he knows you are his
that he possesses your heart
he also knows
you need space
and can't be led
by him or anyone
he's wild about you
he may not show it outwardly
but i assure you darling
your wildness
is pulling him in

Saturday, August 29, 2020

The Most Important Relationship You Will Ever Have

 

when a woman
is on the verge of losing everything
she's beyond desperate
beyond reach
she finds the strength
to do the impossible
she discovers a super power
that allows her
to carry on
but not like before
she does it with pure intent
to not merely survive
like she has been in the past
but to carve a place for herself
in this world
she does so
out of a thirst for true power
after being rejected by everyone
because she accepts what others could not
she embraces those parts of herself
and integrates them into her whole being
this is the secret:
love yourself
deep and hard
the relationship
you have with yourself
is the most important relationship
you will ever have

Wednesday, August 19, 2020

The Inner Space Traveler

 

you will spend years
getting to know me
and still not understand me
i am quiet
and underneath the surface
i am contemplating a million things
i am trying to connect the dots
to my existence
and this takes
a lot of mental and psychological work
introverts need to make sense of the world
outside and inside of themselves
for us
there is a deminsion of soul
that begs us to explore more deeply
we are inner space explorers
traveling through our hearts and minds
and cracking open the mystery of our existence


Saturday, August 1, 2020

Anxiety Attacks

sometimes i feel
like i can't breathe
my chest tightens
my heart races
my palms sweat
i have to tell myself
inhale four
exhale four
i do this
and it helps
life is stressful
and only you
can get control
when you feel out of control
when you feel like this
just slow down
and breathe

sometimes
that's all it takes
to recenter
reevaluate
and remember
this too shall pass