MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

  The best advice I can give to young women is this: Learn to tame your dragon. Master your animalistic energies, so they don't master you.

  When a man chooses a woman who follows her calling, his only chance to maintain the connection is in following her… and above all in creating space for her to follow her own path. It may happen that he needs to abandon his own neediness, or that he finds a means of healing through their common path – but not in the gentlest manner. When a man chooses a woman who heals the collective wounds of the women by following her calling, his Yes for her equals a Yes to a bigger purpose far beyond building a house or raising children. Their connection goes beyond fulfilling the classical gender role models. For this man accepts the job of having the back of this woman, of catching her when she cannot transform the pain of the world anymore. It means for him to welcome a different form of sexuality, since healing on the level of sexuality is one of the most profound issues of the woman who needs to become a healer. For him this, again, is about welcoming slowness, softness and healing – abou...

  January 2017 I did my best to push you away. I didn't want to let you in but you were persistent. There are so many unloved, neglected parts of myself that even I have a hard time accepting. I built walls to protect myself. I accepted a long time ago that I may never be loved the way I needed to be loved by a man unless he could see past my walls. You found me at my lowest low and loved me anyway.. despite my hopelessness and brokenness. Your soul came to my aide every time I needed you. But when I finally felt we were at a place where we could finally level up with each other, you let me fall. It created doubt. It was a setback for me in a huge way. My faith was shaken. I want to believe that if you lied, it was to protect me. Regardless, the damage was done. And the man I needed you to be, my defender, did not come to my rescue. I've never been a believer in fairytales until I met you and then I wanted to believe. My spirit that day was crushed...

  she's mean to you in a good way inspiring you to be more like fire burning away old sins to commit new ones

  From Journal Entry 4/4/2012 I am at your house. We leave together. You then tell me about your artwork that you want to show me. I know there are some of me. I cry wishing you had told me. You hold me and tell me that I can leave and I’m not easy to be with but I can keep up. I agree.   From Journal Entry 12/17/2013 You sent me a letter. My neighbor received it and delivered it to me. In it you said your basement flooded and you were filing a lawsuit. It was on the news. You sent pictures. I was shocked.   Knowing you had drawings of me in my dream felt like we were building something together. I'm the writer and you're the artist. I write about our 5d connection and you etch it on paper. I can't help but feel moved and inspired by you. The many ways you see me, I’m sure comes through your art. The emotional floods you've gone through, I went through them with you. The madness you felt, I felt it too. It wounded me deeply these dreams. It fel...

  these days i'm loud you'll know exactly what i think of you ten years ago you would of gotten the watered down version of myself but meeting assholes taught me i don't have time for this shit