MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

there is a stinging grief  that bubbles to the surface every now and then a combination of rage and sorrow the howling voice  within me screams out in pain as the tears come i thank god  i can cry once where numbness  filled the silence  now a nakedness  of raw grief a real sense of my pain being transformed 

She had experienced ordinary love from men in her past, and she realized a truth about herself from all those failed love stories: She needed more than average or normal love. She yearned for a deeper, more passionate love that would fill her soul and stoke the flames of her heart. No, lackluster love and ordinary feelings would ever be enough for her. She needed all of the things that drove her senses into overdrive..and more. Day trips to anywhere without a map, Passionate kisses in the rain, Long talks in the dark about secrets, feelings and all the things that made her feel alive. She’d tried all the regular types of love and they would never fill her soul. The things that she dreamt of- that would be her love story special- she was told those were just foolish fairy tales and fantasies.. But she knew better. She would keep holding out for the love she deserved and she refused to settle for less. She knew it was out there- Butterflies in the kiss, passion in the touch, depth in the...

  From Journal Entry 5/14/2023 Immigrants were wearing t-shirts that were given to them by our government. The t-shirts said, Ballot Banana. Michelle Obama is there. She helped to organize and see to it that the immigrants know the message. It feels like the 'Lefts' agenda to solicit the immigrants encouraging them to come across the US border, but in exchange they want you to support the Democrats party's agenda. It felt like the Democrats are involved in encouraging the invasion at the border by giving the immigrants "handouts" and making sure they knew where those handouts were coming from.  The dream felt more like a marketing tool/sales pitch to get more immigrants into the US. And as for Michelle Obama, in the dream, her objective was to her political goals and the gains she hopes her party will obtain. Interestingly, when I googled Ballot Banana, Banana Republic came up. Below is what I discovered.  Dictionary.com defines Banana Republic as: 1. a small, poo...

You will be confused, at first it will seem selfless or not very intense. You would think there's something off about him, or that you're not the center of his attention. When a sane man comes to you, he's not going to put you in a state of delirium and demand, he won't demand attention and he won't harass and control you. When you attract a healthy man, they will have some things in common, but he's not going to make the effort to love you and be nice all the time, he's going to show for himself. When a healthy man comes to you, he shares his peace and calm with you, he includes you in his life without training you and he respects your time. He will show you who he is instantly, the masks won’t come off after a few months that will confuse you. He will not waste space, he will listen to your silences and know your cycles. When you attract a healthy man, only then will you know you’ve broken the repetitive pattern of attracting toxicity and violence, and you...

  We have arrived at a time of collective insanity. Where more and more young people don't believe heaven exist. We are transfixed on the perverse and our idols are the Kardashians. We watch mainstream media to keep us in fear as they feed us the next lie in their propaganda.   Our government gas lights us and tells us Donald Trump is the problem, let's blame him for everything.   Meanwhile the Bidens are doing business with China through the back door...allowing the covid pandemic to be the greatest coverup for their master plan, the Great Reset. They think we're stupid. That's right. Throw money at us. Tell us we're going to die if we don't stay home and mask up. Keep spreading fear and lies, so they can manipulate the population.   Where's God in all of this? He's not. God doesn't scheme with the devil.   And only fools fall in line.

When a woman has herself you can enter or leave her life you can flatter or judge her and she, she will receive or say goodbye to you kindly and she will thank you and understand your shadows because she already knows hers. You probably won't tolerate it and at the same time  you want to own it and you will end up walking away  from her if you don't have the courage to respect her. When a woman has herself the Universe Dances at her feet, and She rises. She becomes compassionate. She chooses. She is aware. She gives and receives Love. It is easy to recognize it. The Woman Who Has Herself she smiles in the sun as in the storm.  She celebrates life and understands death. She lives and dances the processes. She doesn't have a hue, she's a rainbow. ~ Mike Harrigan. 

there's an emotional violence that takes place with every thought of you  that's out of my control  something in me dying and something new emerging it feels like an assault  on my heart everything in me being reordered the truth  i've never been closer to as your love devours me and nothing of the 'old self' remains