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Tuesday, October 27, 2020

My Life- The Hummingbird

 From journal Entry 10/26/2020

This morning I went out to my backyard to water the Clover I planted. A hummingbird hovered right in front of me as to say, "Hello." 


Hummingbirds represent inner intelligence, new ideas, and spiritual determination. Small ideas can lead to big results. They remind us not to abandon your smaller dreams. Your ideas are spiritually influenced and will have a quicker time manifesting into the physical world. Hummingbirds represent a shift that is happening on a deeper level that is impacting your core values. As your core values start to shift, your thoughts and ideas that flow to you begin to change.

Hummingbirds energy is a combination of spiritual devotion, mental agility, and physical determination to reach a goal. When these are in harmony, you can create any reality you wish. The hummingbird invites you to look at the bigger picture and see a Divine connection in everything you have done whether positive or negative.


The Divine is always guiding us on our path and giving us loving signs to encourage us as we move through this life. I pay close attention to numbers (111,222,333,1212,etc) and I pay attention to animals, insects, the stars, and the moon to name a few. When I have an encounter with Spirit I feel in that moment that something truly amazing is happening. It is Spirit delivering a message personally to me.

My encounter with the hummingbird seems to be encouraging me to keep working on my new book project. I am working on my first poetry book and want to publish it by the new year.

I also feel that the hummingbird was telling me that my core values are changing. In January it will be four years that I've been a single mom. I always believed I needed a man to be complete and that I couldn't possibly raise my kids on my own. I now understand that's not true at all. In fact, it's empowered me as a woman and has opened me up to be more present as a mom.

And the last message from the hummingbird that speaks to my heart is reminding me to stay balanced in my life. I have been focused on healing and growing as a spiritual being. For the first time I feel comfortable in my own skin. My intuition is sharper than it's ever been. I am starting to feel complete. I am starting to believe that I can have peace. I am realizing that my thoughts are even more powerful than I imagined! I look at the challenges I have gone through in the last four years and what I managed to accomplish for myself; stability, love, laughter, security. I am truly grateful that Spirit has been right there with me every step of the way, guiding me and protecting me. 


Thursday, October 22, 2020

Love Triangle

i'll never forget that day
there was a downpour
and the three of us decided
to walk down the dirt road
to the little store
to buy alcohol
in my mind
i thought this is crazy!
both of these men
i love
but only one
washes away
the dirt in my soul
the rain and you made me notice
how freeing it was
in that moment
to love the both of you
and not feel guilty


Sunday, October 18, 2020

Not Afraid Anymore


you can't become a warrior
unless you've lived through
some shit and slayed your demons
this road isn't for sissies
it's for the badass women
who aren't afraid to pick up a sword
and use it

Thursday, October 15, 2020

Stay Hopeful, Magic Happens


i suffer
silently most days
but keeping a positive attitude
and hope alive
keeps me
wanting to see
what the next day will bring
it's the unpredictably in life
that motivates me to embrace
things as they are
knowing at any moment
the impossible could happen
and magic comes
transforming my life

Saturday, October 10, 2020



in this fake world
i'd like to believe
that there are love stories
with happy endings
mystical creatures that fly
the ethereal skies
witches that cast good spells
and gods balancing the scales
of good and evil

Monday, October 5, 2020

To Change The World, Change Your Hearts


Since his death, Jesus has played a continual role throughout history. The legalization of Christianity by the Roman Empire, in A.D. 313, soon led to its expansion into every part of the Western world. Not until the Prophet Muhammad began the Islamic religion in 610 did Christianity have any meaningful competition in terms of numbers of followers. Muhammad considered Jesus a prophet and is quoted in the Quran as saying, “When Jesus came with clear signs, he said: ‘Now I have come to you with wisdom, and in order to make clear to you some of the points on which you dispute. Therefore, fear God and obey me.’”

In the United States, George Washington used Christianity as a rallying point for his colonial army, saying in his First General Order to his troops, “Every officer and man will endeavor to live and act as becomes a Christian soldier defending the dearest rights and liberties of his county.”

Abraham Lincoln also referred to Jesus in a wartime setting: “When I went to Gettysburg and looked upon the graves of our dead heroes who had fallen in defense of their country, I then and there consecrated myself to Christ.”

Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. of course based his entire ministry and civil rights struggle on the teachings of Jesus. Also, his nonviolent philosophy was adapted in part from the ordeal Jesus experienced. About enemies, Dr. King said the following: “Just keep loving them. And by the power of your love they will break down under the load. That’s love, you see. It is redemptive and this is why Jesus says love. There’s something about love that builds up and is creative. There is something about hate that tears down and is destructive. So, love your enemies.”

President Ronald Reagan picked up on that theme: “He promised there will never be a dark night that does not end. And by dying for us, Jesus showed how far our love should be ready to go- all the way.”


Reference~ Killing Jesus by Bill O’Reilly & Martin Dugard

Saturday, October 3, 2020

A Beautiful Sin


sure she sins differently than you
but don't judge her
we all have sin at our core
but what is sin?
one woman's sin
is another woman's virtue
her sin may cleanse
her soul
and the same sin
may dirty yours
know the difference
by discerning within yourself
what feels right
and what feels wrong
after all, sin is just a label