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Showing posts with label My Thoughts. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 15, 2020

An Empath's True Intentions

 i know i can be misunderstood and bewilder you. i know that often i can be seen as someone who doesn't care. but that's not true. the truth is i feel too much and it can overwhelm me. as an empath i've learned to monitor my feelings. keeping a safe distance is what i have to do. it's also how i can help you the best. i can send you my light and love without being entangled in your emotional center. so next time you see me and i seem closed off, i'm actually listening to your pain with my body and transmuting it into a healing frequency; sending it back to your heart chakra where you can feel some relief. i'm doing what healers do to help bring a little healing to you.

Sunday, March 8, 2020

Change Begins With You

To all the women still holding on to a broken, abusive relationship hoping he'll change, don't waste anymore of your time with someone who doesn't appreciate your effort, your beauty. I know you're scared of change. I know you have years invested into the relationship and your heart is heavy. I know you cry when he's not around. I know you pray things will get better. I've been there and done that. But what I was ignoring was the painful truth that only I can make the change happen. Only I can change my circumstances. Yes, I was scared. I was terrified and it was 2 1/2 years of hell that I went through to finally be free, but I made it through to the other side and I finally have peace. I got my life back! Hang in there. Trust your intuition. Believe in yourself. Pray when you need to pray, and cry when you need to cry. Give yourself the love you deserve and watch the pieces of your life fall into place.

Sunday, February 9, 2020

Breaking Old Patterns to Change Your Life

people can break you. abusive men and women can permanently change you and leave you with wounds that you'll wear the rest of your life. don't believe anyone that says you'll heal and feel whole again. the truth is you'll spend every day for the rest of your life healing your heart. people hurt others, some unintentionally, others intentionally with malice. when you break the pattern of choosing unconscious men or women as partners and friends, you can begin to build the life and relationships you desire. but this doesn't come easy. it takes effort and commitment to better yourself. you must know your inner state and become cognizant of your soul, otherwise life will seem cruel and unkind. if you commit to working on yourself, your life will change for the better. don't play the victim. conquer yourself, belong to yourself, love yourself and watch your world transform and magic happen.

Wednesday, November 13, 2019

Broken Women Are Beautiful

broken women are beautiful. their hearts full of pain and yet they still love deeply. when a woman has suffered greatly, everything in life, from a sunset, a kitten, or a stranger's smile becomes more precious. it's the simple things that remind her of the beauty in the world. she doesn't have to look far- everywhere she goes, she witnesses the unfolding present moment as a gift. suffering she painstakingly desires to shed, intentionally aligning herself with the divinity that resides in her. she knows life is sacred. her experiences taught her this. her beauty can be seen; her heart can be felt when you're in her presence. you want to know her secret. and the secret is simply this: choose the beauty to look at, live in the present, let go of the past.

Monday, August 19, 2019

If You Stay

dear lover, i hope you decide to stay with me, because i'm done chasing after men begging for their love and affection. just know if you treat me good and if you do stay, i'll love you deep and hard. i hope you can handle that, because I don't do anything half-ass.

Thursday, January 17, 2019

Invest in Yourself

you did such a good job at pretending you were happy. you faked the smiles so no one would catch on to your pain. you invested in him and his self worth. you always gave him credit even though backstage it was all you behind his success. you were his right hand and backbone. when will you realize, now that he is gone, you can take all the credit for the woman you always have been; strong, courageous, determined, and successful? you put it all in him. now it's time to put it all in yourself.

Monday, January 7, 2019

A Love That Can Stand the Fire

if the person you are yelling at doesn't listen to you, chances are he doesn't love you. his ability to feel and handle emotions is limited. his capacity to nurture you when you need him the most and his willingness to listen to your pain is next to zero. darling, don't you deserve a man who's emotionally mature and knows how to handle your inner fires? a man that knows how to heal your wounds because he loves you, i mean really loves you? not this fake love that turns his back on you and destroys a piece of you every time things get heated. real love dissolves hate. real love diminishes fear.

Saturday, December 8, 2018

Never Give Up

just when you think you're one up in this game of life, you have to start all over again and strategize your next move. you don't give up. you just keep trying different methods until you get the results you want. something will have to happen because you are determined and you believe in yourself. one day, you'll crack the code to life; and love, abundance, and sweet rewards will be gifted to you. not because someone gave these things to you, but because you gave them to yourself.

Sunday, November 11, 2018

Angels Battling Demons

don’t worry about your reputation ladies when you have to go to war. the only thing that anyone can say about you is she’s a badass. she stands for truth and will lie to protect it. she stands for peace and will fight on the front lines of a good battle. she stands for justice and will do everything that’s within her power to preserve it. she stands up for all women who have been beaten down by a man’s words or fists.

it comes with the painful understanding that as women we at times have to go to war and get bloody. and only then do we truly discover who we are and we can say “fuck my reputation! i just conquered the meanest mountain, stomped on the heads of my enemies, and survived an unimaginable hell!”

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Don't Settle For An Animal

now that I'm divorced, I see some of the women in my life settled into their loveless, abusive relationships. and I think to myself how they have sold their heart down the river, been robbed by a bandit, and terrorized by a man that promised to love them, protect them. I just want to tell those women you don't have to live in a nightmare and give up on the dream you once had for yourself. you don't have to settle for an animal. you can leave him. for you are a different breed altogether, a goddess- half human and half divine.

Sunday, June 17, 2018

The Fantasy Is Always Better

he was always thinking of the other woman, not his wife. he was mesmerized by her eyes, the tint of her lips, the smell of her hair, the way she swayed when she walked. he lived in the illusion she could be real. but in reality if she were real he would perhaps date her, maybe even marry her. and as the years pass by, he would begin thinking of her as the nagging bitch, the bossy wife. she would grow old and her looks would fade, her health would deteriorate. and in his distant memory of the young, beautiful girl lived a far better fantasy than in his real life.

Monday, April 9, 2018

Preparing For Heaven Ladies

Whores have no expectations of heaven. That's why they're lewd, loose, vain, cross, crooked, liars, thieves, and devils. Therefore, it would be wise not to be like one. Hold yourself in high esteem with integrity, good morals, and values. For your soul is in jeopardy.


Monday, March 5, 2018

A Lifetime

   My body hates me. She refuses to work with me. I gave her some pampering- rest, massage, a bath. But she still complains. She says, "He's done havoc on me! My heart is split in half, my mind tortured by his harsh words, my soul is in knots. It's like he beat me with a stick, crushed me with a rock, and left me to die."

   I asked her, "What can I do for you?"

   She replied timidly, "Give me time to heal my broken heart, time to digest his words, time to reflect on my wounds."

   "How long will that take?" I demanded.

   She regrettably replied, "A lifetime."


Sunday, February 4, 2018


It is a great mystery- spirit. Those diamonds in the night sky shine like lanterns; inviting us to look beyond what one sees and to imagine what one can't see. 

That is the door one must enter through to travel to the other world. That door is called imagination.

Monday, November 13, 2017

A Talk With God

A conversation with God will go something like this:

God: What have you done with the life I gave you?
Reply: I am ashamed to say very little.

God: What have you done with your mind?
Reply: I am ashamed to say I filled it with nonsense and worldly things.

God: What have you done with your sight?
Reply: I am ashamed to say my eyes looked upon perversion and wickedness.

God: What did you do with your hands?
Reply: I am ashamed to say for greed and theft.

God: Where did your feet travel that I gave you?
Reply: I am ashamed to say they stumbled around in taverns where I surrounded myself with lewdness.

God: What did you use your speech for?
Reply: I am ashamed to say Lord I used it to curse your name.

Your life is a preparation for your wedding with Eternity. How you use your life that He gave you will determine your lot in the next life. Wisely seek Him, know Him, and serve Him.

Thursday, October 26, 2017

A Thousand Yous

Here I am...Alone.
I greet myself, "Hello Alone how are you?"

"I have to insist that you be quiet!" I demand. "After all I am alone."

No talk. No interruptions. No noise. No worries.

Aloneness can crack open the core of you. If you can't stand to be alone, than how can you expect anyone else to be alone with you?

Meet yourself first. The world is turning inside of you a thousand yous.

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

The Trimmings of God

To hell with trickery and lies! Those are devices for the fool to keep him entangled in the affairs of this world.
God gives us trials and tribulations to trim off the excess in our lives; cutting out all the things unbefitting to our soul.
Some people just cause us pain in our lives and then we spend too much time mending our hearts. God doesn't want us to waste our time in this fashion on fools.
Engage with those that bring you pleasure. May the sweet sorrows that they bring to your heart be the sorrows of love with all its trimmings.

Sunday, October 1, 2017

God's Tatoos

Yes, God created the world and everything in it. He started with a blank canvas and designed stars and drew them in the sky. He then sprinkled the landscape with a variety of colors in flowers that gave expression to His essence.

His handiwork is everywhere. It's like he dipped His hand in an endless ink well and went crazy like a deranged artist. God's tattoos visible everywhere.

Sunday, September 24, 2017

Any Measure You Like

Beloved, I know you have the power to make my sadness die. Take any measure you deem necessary: beat it out of me, throw me in an icy cold river, starve me.

What ever it takes!

Don't leave until every trace of hopelessness, grief, and self pity are gone.

Thursday, September 21, 2017


For over a month now I have seen the numbers 11:11. It wasn't in my awareness to be looking for these numbers, and it became a trigger of some sort. When I first noticed the numbers I thought maybe the Universe is trying to give me a message. So I looked into the meaning behind 11:11. My hair stood up on end and I definitely got the feeling that NOW is the time to pay attention!

I see the numbers everywhere: on the television, on clocks, even saw 11:11 on a t-shirt. The last time I saw 11:11 was when I was watching a Youtube video and the woman in the video had the tattoo 11:11. I will forget about 11:11 and that's when all of a sudden I see the numbers again. I have always tried to live in the NOW and feel that when you are PRESENT that that is when synchronicities occur. It's like your receiving a message from the Divine directly. It's amazing!

Meaning of 11:11

11:11 is associated with a wake up code, a key to unlock the subconscious mind, our genetic encoded memories. We are spirits having a physical experience. Angels communicate through sequence of numbers. There is a gate of opportunity opening up and your thoughts are manifesting into form at record speed. 11:11 carries psychic vibrations and equal balance of masculine and feminine properties.