Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

  November 11, 2026 It was my partner Moises's birthday, but it was also our anniversary. You see, Moises and I met on November 11 , on the very day of his birthday. At the time, I had absolutely no idea it was his birthday. He had no idea that I had the numbers 11:11 tattooed on me. Looking back, I find something rather beautiful about that coincidence. Two people crossing paths on a particular day, unaware of the significance that date would eventually hold for both of them. And now, two years later, we celebrate two occasions on the same day: the day he entered this world and the day our lives became intertwined. This year, however, something unusual happened. Actually, several unusual things happened, and being the spiritually curious woman that I am, I couldn't help but notice the symbolism woven throughout our day. It began with numbers. The Numerology of 11/11 and the Number Five I have always been fascinated by numbers and the mysterious ways they seem to appear throug...

  An Awakening Through Memory, Letting Go, and the Fire of Transformation Originally recorded April 2, 2002 Recently, while revisiting my old journals and writings, I came across an astral projection I experienced on April 2, 2002. It has been more than 24 years since I recorded this experience, and yet, reading it again, I find myself discovering new layers of meaning. Over the years, I have learned that dreams and astral experiences sometimes reveal their deeper significance long after they occur. What we understand at one stage of our lives may take on an entirely different meaning as we grow spiritually. This particular astral projection unfolded in three distinct experiences. Looking back, I believe they were connected, each flowing into the next, revealing something about attachment, acceptance, and ultimately, spiritual transformation. And at the heart of it all was an extraordinary vision of a dragon and an angel written across the heavens. Part One: Returning to My Childho...

As my daughter, Nevaeh approaches her nineteenth birthday on November 1, 2026, I find myself reflecting on a beautiful dream I had about her before she was even born. Just eighteen days before her birth, I recorded a dream in my journal that has taken on a deeper meaning for me nearly nineteen years later. What makes this dream so special is not simply that I dreamed of my daughter before meeting her in the physical world. It is the feeling of recognition that took place between us. As though we already knew one another. As though there was something familiar between our souls that needed no introduction. From Journal Entry 10/14/2007 In my dream, Nevaeh had already been born. Everyone had met her before I arrived, and I remember feeling anxious and eager to see my baby girl. When I finally came to see her, something beautiful happened. She instinctively knew who I was. Without hesitation, she came crawling toward me. I remember her extraordinary blue-green eyes and her beautiful brown...

  A Christmas Eve Dream, a Lost Beloved, and the Spiritual Warrior Who Emerged from the Darkness I had a dream of a mysterious woman who identified herself as Freyja, the Norse goddess of love, beauty, fertility, war, and death. At the time, I could not have imagined how profoundly my life was about to change. Nearly ten years later, while revisiting my handwritten dream journals, I discovered a detail that suddenly brought the entire dream into focus. Christmas Eve was my wedding anniversary. And Christmas Eve 2016 would be the last one my husband and I would spend together. In January 2017, only weeks after the dream, my husband left. What followed would become one of the darkest and most transformative periods of my life. And now, looking back, I believe the woman who appeared in my dream was revealing something extraordinary…not necessarily about someone coming to rescue me, but about the powerful woman who was preparing to emerge from within me. From Journal Entry 12/24/2016 I...

This dream came to me during my divorce, at a time when I felt emotionally raw, spiritually sensitive, and deeply aware of my twin flame connection. For years, I had felt his presence within me. During my divorce, I also had the feeling that something might be shifting in his own life and marriage. Part of me wondered whether he would finally reach out. But I was afraid of making the wrong decision. I did not want to interfere in his marriage. I did not want to reach out simply because I was becoming available. I did not want to force circumstances into becoming what I wanted them to be. I prayed about it. If we were ever meant to build a physical life together, I wanted it to happen because it was truly meant to happen. Not because I interfered, pushed, chased, or disrupted someone else's life. From Journal Entry  2018 He was driving a car. His wife was sitting in the passenger seat. I was sitting in the back. And suddenly I said: “I think the two of you should stay together.” The...

The Letters: My Daughter, My Kundalini Awakening, and the Words I Waited Years to Hear From journal entry August 20, 2017: My daughter rushed into the house and handed me the mail. There were three letters from him, my twin flame. The envelopes were decorated with large cursive writing in pencil. I opened one and saw his name. And the moment I saw his name, I collapsed onto the floor. I was shocked. I was in disbelief. I was overwhelmed with emotion. I cried because, finally, I had heard from him. At that time in my life, I had spent years hoping he would reach out to me. I wanted him to call. I wanted him to write. More than anything, I wanted him to tell me the truth. Whatever the truth was.  The silence had broken my heart because I had been left carrying so many unanswered questions. I didn’t necessarily need a perfect ending. I needed acknowledgment. I needed words. I needed to know that what I had experienced had meant something outside of my own heart. But those words never ...

When I wrote The Starry Princess, I wasn't simply writing a children's story about a little princess looking into a beautiful night sky. I was writing about the search for God. I was writing about the search that began inside of me when I was young—the longing to know that there was something beyond what my physical eyes could see. There has always been something inside of me that wanted to look behind the veil. I wanted to know: Who created all of this? What lies beyond the stars? What is behind this world that appears so solid and real? And perhaps most importantly: Who is the Beloved? That is the deeper meaning behind The Starry Princess. The Princess looks upward at the stars, but eventually she discovers that the stars themselves are not what she is searching for. Their beauty is pointing toward something greater. They are signs. They are doorways. They awaken the question. And the question eventually leads her inward. Throughout my own spiritual journey, prayer, meditatio...

 From Journal Entry 9/10/2026 The dream took place at work, on the dementia campus where I work. But one of the residents in the dream wasn't an actual resident. He was an older man who seemed to represent someone vulnerable, confused, and unable to recognize when something had become unsafe. There were several Instant Pots sitting out in the main area. They were boiling, and the contents were overflowing onto the counter. My immediate reaction was, We need to get these out of the way. We need to move them somewhere safer and clean this up. So that's exactly what we did. We moved the Instant Pots into the kitchen, an area that was more contained and separated from the residents. Then we got towels and cleaned up the mess. An Instant Pot is designed to contain pressure. And in my dream, the pressure had reached the point where things were boiling over. How often in life do we try to contain something for so long that eventually it has nowhere else to go? Emotions. Responsibiliti...