MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

the truth is this we all have a storm inside of us wanting to be released she is that person who brings out your heaviness and sadness she is the healing waters that floods your soul with love she is the wind of change you so desperately want but cannot give to yourself and when the storm passes she is the sun you want to possess

his so-called love made me feel like i was underwater gasping for air the truth is his hate tried to drown me

i remember being lazy that day being lazy with you floating on the river with a beer in hand listening to the birds chattering their secrets and the gentle breeze whispering their sorrows they knew my joy and disappointments they knew the secret longing that was buried in my chest for you even the sun was lazy that day it shadowed me but shined on you

you would never know by looking at me the progress i've made in life the storms i've survived the major breakthroughs i've made by being patient and loving towards myself you would never guess that my silent battles that no one sees are slowly transforming me into a warrior i carry a torch for all women who behind closed doors do the deep inner work to heal their wounds like me they are bright shining stars

you did such a good job at pretending you were happy. you faked the smiles so no one would catch on to your pain. you invested in him and his self worth. you always gave him credit even though backstage it was all you behind his success. you were his right hand and backbone. when will you realize, now that he is gone, you can take all the credit for the woman you always have been; strong, courageous, determined, and successful? you put it all in him. now it's time to put it all in yourself.

i know i have issues with anger you would too if you've been through the hell i've been through and now you're just trying to survive the pain i'm here to tell you that if you do know the flames of hell then you have every damn right to be angry don't let others tell you you should let it go what do they know do it in your own time darling no need to explain yourself i get it

if the person you are yelling at doesn't listen to you, chances are he doesn't love you. his ability to feel and handle emotions is limited. his capacity to nurture you when you need him the most and his willingness to listen to your pain is next to zero. darling, don't you deserve a man who's emotionally mature and knows how to handle your inner fires? a man that knows how to heal your wounds because he loves you, i mean really loves you? not this fake love that turns his back on you and destroys a piece of you every time things get heated. real love dissolves hate. real love diminishes fear.

her heart, hand, and mind reached for the broken things longing to fix them longing to fix herself