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Monday, April 30, 2018

Zilch To Say

Those speechless words
that reside in you-
they press on your insides
looking for a way out.

With one look at your face I understood all the languages of love!

When one sits and stares
at the stars they appear to be dancing,
But stay longer and you will see
that they are doing nothing.

The love language of God can be read in the stars and on your face! But there you sit with zilch to say!

Thursday, April 26, 2018

Bird Soul

i was his prized beauty
a looker in my younger days
heads turned when i entered the room
men gawked at me

i belonged to him
so he thought
but he did not know
my bird soul

he could not cage me
and over the years
i grew wings

love sick i was
for the beloved
i flew with God speed
towards Him
and it was in His embrace
i remembered my true home

Sunday, April 22, 2018

Sapphire's Letter To Arion: Sapphire's Last Request


   I never did tell you what you mean to me. So now, I wish to convey to you, so there is no misunderstanding.

   First of all, I am very fond of your wife, Layla. She is your sensibility when you are not sensible. She deserves your honesty and loyalty. 

   It is my desire for you and her to always make choices in the direction that Spirit leads you. It is my sincere hope that the both of you are dedicated to each other's expansion and well being.

   It is important to pay attention to the contrast in your life, because what you don't like is telling you what you do like. This is also an indication for the desire of expansion. What is your innermost being trying to tell you? Are you living an authentic life? What do your feelings and thoughts say about your desires? Are your desires in alignment with Source Energy (God)?

   You are the Friend of my soul. The one who has always been with me in spirit. The Friend who has taught me the meaning of divine love. It is in your presence I feel the Holy Spirit and the expansion of my being. It is above all things that I value the vow of chastity my soul has made with yours.

   I miss you! I miss my Soul Friend! How I do hope, that one day, you will reach out to me and make our friendship a reality. And as for my last request, I do ask that you and Layla trust Spirit to guide you both.

All Of My Affection,

Thursday, April 19, 2018


today there was no resolution. today, while you sat on the stand, i really saw you for the monster you are. today i asked myself why did i marry him? i had no answer. today i felt sick to my stomach- one lie, after lie, after another lie. the only thing you were honest about was that i ran your business for all those years. sadly today, besides the beautiful children you gave me, I regretted ever marrying you.

Monday, April 16, 2018

Kundalini: Merging With Christ Consciousness

Dear Brothers and Sisters

   True knowledge of anything means as deep a union with your subject as that experienced in sexual intercourse. The knower, the known and the act of knowledge become one. You forget that you and your partner exist. You no longer think, but your mind is dissolved in the heat of the embrace.

   It is perhaps in this sense that Meister Eckhart, the great German mystic, said that the Christian, in abandoning all things, must also abandon God. As long as you are still conscious of having a God, you have not yet become one with him.

   The man who thinks and reasons about truth, shows by this that he does not possess it. Whoever has met King Truth, and has known his ardent kiss, does not seek the truth any longer, does not speak the truth, but is its very embodiment. Christ is no longer the object of your thoughts. You are his manifestation. Instead of being like Christ, you are identified with him. He is the light of the world. You are the light of the world. You are the same light.

Reference~ Stronger Than Prison Walls, Richard Wurmbrand

Thursday, April 12, 2018

A Letter To My Male Readers

Dear Reader,

This past year has been very difficult. And as a woman whom is healing from the pain of divorce, I use my writing to give my feelings a voice. Seeing the words on paper gives me perspective and helps me understand my needs better and also witness the healing that is taking place. I recognize the parts of me that are in a lot of pain. These parts want to be heard, want to be loved. They are the parts that were rejected by the men that said they loved me.

I understand now that the men whom have come and gone out of my life were broken. They could not love me the way that I needed to be loved. My hope now is that maybe a Husband or Lover out there will hear my words, and instead of ignoring the needs of his Wife or Lover; he will be willing to listen deeply to her worries, desires, and secrets. Not with his ego present condemning her thoughts and feelings because of his own insecurities, but as a true partner that loves her without conditions. With his only desire to ease her suffering and share her burdens.

P.S- If you dumb asses did the laundry more, helped with the kids more, cooked a meal every once in while, or did the dishes; you would get laid more often.

Madison Meadows

Monday, April 9, 2018

Preparing For Heaven Ladies

Whores have no expectations of heaven. That's why they're lewd, loose, vain, cross, crooked, liars, thieves, and devils. Therefore, it would be wise not to be like one. Hold yourself in high esteem with integrity, good morals, and values. For your soul is in jeopardy.


Wednesday, April 4, 2018

How Little You Loved Me

the light in the house has changes since you left. speckles of sunlight dance on the ceilings and walls, across the floors. i never noticed before how the shape of light moves until i now have the time to stare at it. i never noticed how little you did love me until you, without hesitation or remorse, suddenly left with her.

Monday, April 2, 2018

The Theories of R.H Sin

~ You can't keep a man who doesn't deserve you. Maybe that's why they leave.

~ But sweetheart you're a wolf. No need to howl over the loss of weak men incapable of accepting you.

~ One day she'll bury the memories she made with you. 

~ Remove your heart from his hands. He's not man enough to care for it.

~ The most dangerous woman of all is the one who refuses to rely on your sword to save her because she carries her own.

~ You deserve the world even if it means giving it to yourself.

~ I guess what I've always wanted was someone who loves me enough to match my effort.

~ Some women fear the fire, some women simply become it.

~ I used to care so much I used to fight for this. I tried my hardest to hold on and keep you but you didn't want this as much as I did. I didn't lose you. Let's be honest, you lost me.

~ A woman with a past is still someone's future.

Reference~ R.H Sin