today there was no resolution. today, while you sat on the stand, i really saw you for the monster you are. today i asked myself why did i marry him? i had no answer. today i felt sick to my stomach- one lie, after lie, after another lie. the only thing you were honest about was that i ran your business for all those years. sadly today, besides the beautiful children you gave me, I regretted ever marrying you.
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About Me
- Madison Meadows
- My journey began when I was 7 and experienced spiritual attacks. As a young adult I wanted to learn more about my experiences. I began researching and journaling my dreams. I didnt know it at the time but my journals would become valuable to me. I saw a pattern emerge. What I was dreaming days, weeks, or years before was happening in my waking life. At the age of 24, I met my twin soul and my spiritual gifts multiplied. At the age of 32, I had my kundalini awakening that was brought on by a psychological crisis and my failing marriage. 10 years later I would find myself divorced and healing from years of narcissistic abuse. I want to encourage others to journal their dreams because what is inside of you does create your reality. Dreams allow you to also identify the many egos within you and work towards eliminating them. They are a good tool to use to awaken your consciousness and prepare for your next journey beyond this life. My faith in God has gotten me through many dark nights. My spiritual path is difficult and anyone in search of truth will know its not easy to follow Gods calling in your life. When you do finally encounter God it changes you forever.