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My Dream of the Wind Knocking

  From Journal Entry 2/3/20 26 ​ ​ I was deep in a dream when I heard a distinct, rhythmic knock. It wasn't a heavy thud, but that sharp, familiar sound of knuckles hitting a screen door. It was so clear that I sat upright, my heart racing, convinced someone was standing on my porch in the middle of the night. ​ I got up and walked through the quiet house, checking the door, only to realize... there was no one there. It was just the wind. The wind was literally catching the door and creating a perfect, persistent knock. ​ As I stood there in the dark, a strange feeling washed over me. It wasn't fear. It was relief. ​ In the spiritual world, wind is often seen as Pneuma—the breath of spirit, a messenger of change. And if I’m being honest, change is exactly what’s knocking on my door right now. ​ My youngest child is graduating high school. For years, the sounds of my home have been the beautiful chaos of raising children…doors slamming, laughter, footsteps, and con...

My Lucid Dream of Dust Storm and Talking to God

From Journal Entry 11/21/2025   The dream began with me leaving a high school. My daughter had just graduated, and we walked out together into the open air before going our separate ways. She drifted in one direction while I went in another. It felt symbolic, as if a part of me was moving into its own independence, growing up and stepping into its next phase. I didn’t feel sad...just aware that I was walking my own path, separate from anyone else. The dream shifted, and suddenly I was inside an old tavern/general store, the kind that feels half like the Wild West and half like some timeless spiritual saloon.  There was a man standing near the center giving some kind of speech. His rhetoric felt inflated and empty to me...full of noise but no truth. Everyone else seemed hypnotized by him, hanging on his every word. Off to the side, a woman was singing. Her voice was beautiful, clear, emotional, true. But no one was paying attention to her. It bothered me deeply. I could...