MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

We were told we would see America come and go. In a sense, America dies from the inside out, because they have forgotten the instructions to live on Mother Earth. This is the Hopi creed, it is our creed, that if you are not spiritually connected to the Earth, and you don't understand the spiritual reality of life on Earth, chances are you are not going to make it. Everything is spiritual, everything has one Spirit. We are here on Earth only a few winters, then we go to the spirit world. The spirit world is more real than most of us realize. The spirit world is everything. Most of our body is water. To stay healthy you need to drink pure water. Water is sacred, air is sacred. Our DNA is made from the same DNA as the tree, the tree breathes what we breathe out, we need what the tree expires. So we have a common fate with the tree. We are all of the Earth, and when the Earth and its water and atmosphere are corrupted, then the Earth will create her reaction. The Mother reacts. In the ...

I knew I had to close this chapter, when I realized that me having a good or bad day was determined by your mood. That the peace I was chasing could never come, as long as I stayed in the vicious cycle of trying to soften everything around you, so that when you flew off the handle, all the sharp edges had somewhere to land. I spent so much time bracing myself against your volatile ways, hoping to bring some calm to a chaos that didn’t even belong to me. And the price I paid for that was high.  It was me. It cost me myself. I lost myself from running behind you for so long, trying to shield you from everything I knew would pull the pin from the grenade of you. I’m done. I have to be done if I ever want peace for myself. I have to be done to save myself. Finally done taking cover, no longer trying to fight a battle that’s not mine to win or lose. I didn’t sign up for war, but somehow, in my search for peace, I walked straight onto the battle ground of you and suited up, like a good s...

some of us have lived in a horror show so much hurt in places that are deep and no human can reach  the pain is always there reminding you of how the sting reappears and resurfaces  coming and going with intermittent numbing it stays quiet and awakes when triggered  but there's that secret place in your mind where nothing else exists  and music plays the pain disappears momentarily  and the part of you untouched is always here hiding  in the secret place

  I can see how your tired soul aches, heavy with the weight of a thousand lonely lifetimes.  You yearn for a love that calls to the fabric of your very being, to the truest parts of yourself.  You wonder sometimes whether real love exists as you sift through threads of the past and let go of old expectations, ancient memories and hearts that were never meant to be yours.  You wonder what love could be meant for you when you have walked so many roads that led to tangled ends. You question your worthiness, your heart and the depths of your soul. Sweet one, no matter how dark the day or what shadows of the past that rise, never doubt your deserving of a love that will actively choose your magic each day and dance in your rains each night.  You have a soul deep love that pounds in your chest; never silence the roar of your thunder for anyone. You have walked your path bravely and spent many dark nights sitting with your shadows present to the lessons that they brin...

She walks with wounds that will not heal A heart Broken Torn into two Her lover keeps half The other half Barely beating As she walks forward  Towards the rising moon In hopes that one day Her heart will mend And the night Left undone Will emerge anew

Never force a relationship. Sometimes it's better to move on, than to hold on to a person who doesn't understand who you truly are. Unfortunately there will be times where your absence will teach you what your presence cannot. You need to stop breaking your own heart in trying to make a relationship work that clearly isn't meant to work to begin with.  You can't force someone to genuinely care about you.  You can't force someone to be faithful to you. You can't force someone to be the person you need them to be. The truth is, sometimes the person you want the most is the same person you would be best without. You have got to understand some things are meant to come into your life, just not meant to stay. Everything that you do to show love, you have to be careful, not to lose yourself by trying to fix what should never been there in the first place. You can't get the relationship you need from someone who's not ready to reciprocate the love you give to t...

On my hardest days Instead of ignoring my pain I find my strength  In the most uncommon way I sit with the discomfort of pain Sometimes for hours in my bed Sometimes listening to an old Art Bell show Sometimes reading or listening to music It's not just one single thing that works To snap me out of it But just allowing myself to nurture my needs  More often than not I'm emotionally overloaded  Not because I'm fragile But because I'm an empath Aware of the collective consciousness  Aware of the connections of all things My soul reminds me How intertwined I am To everyone and everything  My pain reminds me Of just how much I am alive 

One might think It's devastating to lose everything  But there is freedom In losing everything you own There's a fearlessness  That surfaces  And takes control The world Is less scary  The bullys In your life Mean nothing to you It's like there's a new awareness  Of how impermanent  Life really is And your new attitude is Fuck it Because nothing is of real value That can be taken away Nothing Except the love you have And the integrity  That measures the quality  Of the life You leave behind