MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

  When in unpredictable times, in a culture steeped in artificial feelings, I want to cultivate a natural gratitude. One that’s healthy, organic, authentic and alive.  A calming gratitude that swaddles me in grace when I’m least expecting it—or like a fresh appreciation breathing life back into an aging body.  A timely gratitude I forgot I really needed, like a long-lost answer to a prayer uttered since before I can remember, now coming home to welcoming arms to be embraced.   Don’t let me be enticed by faux thankfulness that covers up and disguises my true state of being, or one that’s pushed or forced into place, or the kind where we’re conditioned to maintain a perpetually thankful attitude so that we’re blinded to wake-up calls, red flags, or warnings forecasting danger or abuse.  Real gratitude is better, swelling up from within and brimming over the sides of your heart of hearts, spilling out to soothe the worried places. Journal it, if you care to, and le...

 7 things that affect your vibration frequency from the point of view of quantum physics. Vibration in quantum physics means everything is energy. We are vibrant beings on certain frequencies. Every vibration is equivalent to a feeling and in the world "Vibrational", there are only two species of vibrations, positive and negative. Any feeling makes you broadcast a vibration that can be positive or negative. 1ST - * thoughts * Every thought emits a frequency to the universe and this frequency goes back to origin, so in the case, if you have negative thoughts, discouragement, sadness, anger, fear, all this comes back to you. This is why it is so important that you take care of the quality of your thoughts and learn how to cultivate more positive thoughts. 2TH - * the companies * The people around you directly influence your vibration frequency. If you surround yourself with happy, positive and determined people, you will also enter this vibration. Now, if you surround yourself ...

  It's nice to know That there's someone there for me That makes my days better I was dependant on a man For so long And since I met my ex At a young age I never knew what true independence Looked liked It's hard for me to commit To someone new And build a life with someone new When I feel I'm just finally Figuring myself out It almost feels like I waited too long To face my fears But every day I'm doing it I want to feel like a whole person Because honestly my entire life I never have I'm not even sure What that looks like I just trust that once I get there I'll feel it down to my bones And in my soul Your support of me knowing myself Building confidence Structuring a life that matches my insides Means a lot to me Thank you for just reminding me You are there for me Thank you for loving me The way that you do Thank you for being you

  There's a sadness in her That no one can see A sadness due to the phoniness All around her Because she holds truth So close to her heart It is unbearable for her To have to swallow The phoniness in the world The fake friends The ones who say they care But really don't The false teachers that worship Everything else but God They will mislead you Tell you You need to give them More money to be enlightened The half-truths from politicians That have their own hidden agenda And not your best interest There's a sadness That surfaces When she's alone Contemplating the bigger questions to life And why on earth She has to put up with all this phony crap!

  From Journal Entry 12/21/21 I'm at your house. There is a party. Lots of people. Some I know, some I don't know. There's a game being played called, Parking Lot. It's similar to musical chairs. Your wife is at a cash register taking money. I notice large blueprints leaning up against the house. They are huge! You are in the background mingling with others. Everyone is having a good time. I'm watching you from a distance. I can feel the locks on your dream door Maybe I helped you put them there Maybe I just got fed up With all the promising romance And adventures you showed me That you wanted me a part of But will never actually materialize Maybe you pretending I no longer exist would be easier on you When I do see you now in dreamtime At a distance Fading into the background Busy making big plans for your life That don't include me You ignore me I began to think to myself While in the dream I'm the only one awake Which is sad Because t...

  “Deep acceptance of the way things are is the source of all creative change. The perfect paradox." Being present doesn't mean being passive. It is totally possible to deeply accept things as they are, be totally present and aligned with the Universe, in an internal state of non-resistance, your heart completely open to the world, your attention deeply rooted in the Now... ... AND to protest powerfully and peacefully against what you see as injustice: to speak out loudly for love, to amplify narratives of unity and tolerance and inclusivity; to fight beautifully alongside your brothers and sisters for a world that burns inside your hearts. You are filled with the understanding that underneath all our differences we are the same Consciousness, so compassion infuses your cry.  You have no enemies in your heart, so you are strong.  You are deeply rooted in the Universe, so you speak not only with your own voice; Nature speaks through you, your ancestors speak through you, L...

  I've never truly been happy with someone. Why is that? I'm happy with myself. Is that an indication to stay alone? Why am I so sad if I am happy with who I am? Do I need therapy? Am I that broken? Is love afraid of me? How do I know when to let my walls down? Why is it that at the end of my day I feel the safest curled up with my cat in my bed? Has my past traumas only taught me how to survive? Only rely on myself? Be expected to be disappointed? So much misfortune in love that I mistrust love when it does arrive and sabotage it. I got so use to the empty space when I was in a twenty-year relationship, that I have to remind myself of the love I deserve.