MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

From Journal Entry 1/22/2011 There is a storm brewing and it is big!  The bottom of my feet are magnets.  I magnetize my feet to a round piece of metal that takes me to a building.  I ask a woman whom I can talk to about the storm.  She sends me to a guy's office.  I find him and I tell him that I want to know who's thoughts are trying to harm me.  He doesn't know the cause.  He tells me to visit the storm and learn its nature.  He says to invest in Dam Andrew Territory and buy property for $20. Dream symbols: Storm- symbolizes my rising spirituality, rapid changes ahead of me Magnets- personal empowerment, some force is bonding my relationships together Number 20- in need of support Investment- my preparation for the future, laying out a solid groundwork for success I would turn to the bible for further guidance and seek out the apostle Andrew.  What I would find would speak to me intimately.  So began my study of Andrew ...

If you want your heart polished than don't complain about being handled roughly.  You are the thief that stole my heart, now let the jury decide your innocence.  The evidence of your longings tell all.  Wash your hands clean of the guilt you harbour.  Running away would only mean your weak, but facing your crimes of passion will purify your soul.

My thoughts of you are long and beautiful.  If I linger to long though, I start aching to be inside of you again.  I then can't focus and become absent minded throughout my day.  If anyone knew this secret of being inside of love; they would drown themselves in the sea.

I like this pain because its face is you.  What did you think would happen when you fell in love with God?  Did he not turn you inside out?  How does one go back to a normal life, when nothing experienced is normal?  Everything you gather up- seed to seed and moment to moment.  You know the secret of each seed.  Each is magnificent in His glory.  Each contains His essence.  How can one not feel joy knowing his Sustainer is everywhere in everything, at all times?  Going back to your old way of life is absurd!  Walking around in a drunken state of pure ecstasy in God makes more sense, than the senselessness of the world left behind.

From Journal Entry 4/28/2009 There's a beautiful glass house on a mountain.  My husband and I are hiking up the mountain.  From the distance we see storm clouds.  We know we should go back down and not continue up.  It's too late though.  We have to go up.  We both don't know how safe the house will be.  My husband says its built on a sand foundation.  The storm hits and we're in the house. I think to myself that it is still standing and am amazed that it is.  There isn't even a crack in the glass.   I had prayed many prayers to God to give me a sign that my home and marriage was going to be okay. I did feel God's presence going through my storm.  After the dream, I felt God's peace. I now know that peace is mine to have through the rest of my days on earth.  I would have to lay down a new foundation based on spiritual truths. With God as center in my life, it would be possible. Climbing the...

Setting aside time everyday for meditation and prayer opens our minds and hearts to the inner Spirit-Mind.  God instructs in Psalm 46:10 "Be still, and know that I am God."  In the stillness comes the presence of God and God's blessing. As Elijah explained in 1 Kings 19:12, he searched for God in all powerful forces on earth- lightning, earthquakes, wind, and fire- but found God's presence in a "still, small voice" within. Reference~ Christ the Power and Passion by John Van Auken