she lay there
long enough for her shadow
to lengthen
and her heart pain
paralyzing her mind and body
unable to move
her eyes waterfalled
as she trembled
knowing that in this lifetime
she'd never see him again
she'd lay there
until she was able
to force herself to stand up
and will herself to live again
I've accepted you are no longer a part of my life even though it hurts like hell.
I know there's a reason we met even though the gods seem cruel to me.
Strange how your invisible love has led me to a better version of myself...
I am healthier and happier.
I am better off because our paths crossed.
There may be days when I am sad because of a fading memory of you resurfaces..
But I wouldn't change a thing.
I know now I was holding on to you too tight.
It was suffocating us both.
You letting me go was the best thing you could of done for me.
I found my own strength..
My love for myself.
I may never know a love like yours again and that's okay.
But I will always have a place for you in my heart.
Love is complicated and messy.
I was a star-struck lover mystified when I met you..
Knowing in my heart our meeting was divine.
I don't know how your life has been effected or if you're changed because of our encounter.
I only hope it's been positive in the long run and you're truly happy.
If our paths did cross again, I hope it would stir the stars inside of me again, so I may be reminded of a love beyond this world.
