She had experienced ordinary love from men in her past, and she realized a truth about herself from all those failed love stories:
She needed more than average or normal love.
She yearned for a deeper, more passionate love that would fill her soul and stoke the flames of her heart.
No, lackluster love and ordinary feelings would ever be enough for her.
She needed all of the things that drove her senses into overdrive..and more.
Day trips to anywhere without a map,
Passionate kisses in the rain,
Long talks in the dark about secrets, feelings and all the things that made her feel alive.
She’d tried all the regular types of love and they would never fill her soul.
The things that she dreamt of- that would be her love story special- she was told those were just foolish fairy tales and fantasies..
But she knew better.
She would keep holding out for the love she deserved and she refused to settle for less.
She knew it was out there-
Butterflies in the kiss, passion in the touch, depth in the soul connection..
All the feelings that she longed to experience, with someone that just understood her from the beginning.
They’d call her hard to please or difficult, but that was just because they were okay with average.
She wasn’t and didn’t care what anyone thought.
She’d rather be burned alive from the passion of white hot love than to slowly wither away in a numb existence..
So that’s what she wanted and that’s what she’d have.
Until destiny came knocking on her door, she’d just keep dreaming, living and thriving with everything she had.
She knew true love was worth waiting a lifetime for..
She didn’t know if her dream would happen tomorrow or next week, but it would happen..
And when it did, it would be worth all the heartache and tears along the way.
After all, she was the hero of her story..
So she kept writing it the way she wanted.
Strong, beautiful and free..
And worthy of an amazing love.
|ravenwolf
