Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

A whisper on the wind, A bird carried on the breeze; Sends its message to the Goddess of the Sea. Letting her know the Lady of the Sun will visit her, to show her what is to come. The bird nestled on her waters so gallantly calm, sings a glorious and poetic song. As night beckons to hasten the bird away- The moon appears glistening in a luster of silver and gray. The God of the Moon shouts down, "So what is it that is to come?" Now hinting in colors of a brindled plum. The Goddess of the Sea enchanted in colors of amber caressing her face- Lifts the bird with her gentle waves and grace. Shifting her attention now that the bird is keen- Replies, "I don't know. I'm waiting here patiently for the Lady of the Sun to come to me!" The moon slowly drifts away, to sleep until the next day. The sun comes out to brighten the day- wearing a crown of gold and a gown of magnificent silk in brilliant array. The Goddess of the Sea looks up grinning in her way. And in repl...

Heaven beckoned her, calling her home. God longing to feel his child in his arms again. God wept, tears of joy- tears of a Father. He said, "You've been gone my Daughter. I have missed you. You sacrificed your life, so others would know my name. Oh how I love you." She understood. Everything became clear. Her life would save others who didn't know the Lord's name. She wept, tears of joy- tears of a Daughter. She said, " I've felt alone, an emptiness inside of me. I see now the love that is all around me. They cry for me, but I feel no pain. Please God let them know I am in my Father's house." The angels gathered around, and sang a praise of her return. Her life would heal many and her death not in vain. ~In loving memory of Adrianna. May she always live in our hearts.

From Journal Entry Summer of 2000 I travel through the sky looking at the beautiful scenery below. A lake and pine trees mixed with a background of sunset colors. I then walk through a building to a woman sitting at a pillar. She asks me, "What do you want?" I reply, "I want to know what have I done?" She says, "No you don't. Some are really gruesome." She suggest, "What else do you want?" I reply, "I don't know." I then end up in a doctor's office. A woman at the front desk tells me the nurse is in a bad mood. I demand to know where she is. I go and find her. I find her down the hall to a door on the left. She says, "What do you want?" I respond, "I want a check up from the neck up." She sighs, "Come on Michelle, you know I can't do that." I finally just say, "A physical." She proceeds to give me a physical. I hear her say some numbers and she tells me, "You need to talk to...

I bare your burdens and your hurts. Instead of your faults, I see the light that burns within you. The dweller inside stands at the threshold. Guard what I have given you. Stand in mercy and in truth. Haste not in time, instead let it unfold with care and awareness. Love tenderly and open yourself up to be vulnerable. Resolve your karma with the other. Union in my eyes is sacred. This sacrament is imperative to a souls progress. Forgive the other when one needs to be forgiven. Atone for your own actions and be forgiven. This is your commitment to me. By giving of yourself in marriage, together burdens are shared and carried. ~God

He grew with his angel, and suckled at her breast. Two worlds apart, unable to join them together.

She lives in a world only she understands. Her pain buried deep scars on her hands. Her wings clipped by others abuse . They serve no purpose no longer used. Her dreams to rise above it all. Instead she only continues to fall. The years of neglect have left her lost. She'll risk everything at all cost. She yearns for a heart mended not torn. She waits til the day she can be reborn.

He lured her there, Enticing her spirit. The dance had its own rhythm . Its movement followed the scent of animal instinct. The energy invoked was primitive. She had memorized the dance. This ancient ritual had its own language. It took on a force of its own. The urge possessed them both. The heat from the sun, she possessed. The moon he owned. When both their worlds merged, a new one was born.

From Journal Entry 8/8/02 My husband and I are in our Suburban. We're four-wheelin' in a canyon. The ride is smooth, the scenery beautiful. We're both engrossed in the scene and we don't notice the drop up ahead. It's too late and my husband jumps out. In slow motion, I prepare myself for the fall. I say, "Okay here we go God." As the vehicle slowly hits the canyon floor, I release my seat belt and fall to the ground about 50 ft. I think I have survived. I do not move. This dream felt so real that I didn't ignore it's warning. I kept the dream in the forefront on my mind. My husband and I got married on Christmas Eve in 2002. We decided to go to Vegas for our Honeymoon but not until April. We happened to be in Vegas Easter weekend. We left Vegas on Easter and headed back home. We had just acquired a 1987 Four Runner a week before our trip, and decided at the last minute to drive it. We were on the I-40 East and we were 3 hours from hom...