Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

  What a time of transition we go through right now, transcending beyond old ways of togetherness. If we look at the old marriage, there is one word describing so many relationships; control and the power of control, build upon solar plexus energy, vibrating on lower frequency of emotions. A man and a woman meet with each other, marry, then you would believe, that the best foundation for love has been made, you would believe, that they would live happily ever after, some do, many do not. Instead they build up ties with each other, they create dependency, addiction, obsession, ties are unhealthy for love to grow and flow. Often finding more pleasure in buying things, than sharing Love. There is often a struggle of power between the two of them, the ego desire for control, so instead of loving each other, they keep each other tied up in control, and love dies; control relationships are never build upon love, but upon dependency; the fear of being alone, not being loved, the belief th...

  She's tired of being strong.. doing it all, all of the time. As a child she survived her mother and brother. She’s still haunted by the screams of her mother cursing her. She still dreams of her brother’s ghost coming after her in the house that gave her so much pain. Her broken pieces are in the night shadows and behind the walls of her childhood bedroom. The memories of all the wars fought in that house followed her when she left. Escape was the plan. But you can't escape from the wounds.. they follow you. You can't pack them away and place them in storage for safe keeping. Your pain wears you. She figured this out right away. From the music she picked to the overstated black wardrobe she admired. She wore pain beautifully.. tattooed her story on unseen parts of her body. She believed her story had purpose.. served her on her path. Anyone who met her for the first time could feel her darkness and see the light hidden behind her eyes.. a mixture...

  i love the smell of lavender on my skin the feel of the noon sun warming my insides the taste of hot peppermint tea soothing my cravings for a peaceful state of mind it's the simple things that bring comfort to my soul and remind me that loving myself should always come first

  Dear Reader,   Recently I have been sharing dreams and synchronicities I have had with my twin flame over the years with you. I hope that my own experiences can shed some light on the complexity of the twin flame relationship. For me, it's been one hell of a ride! I've had two decades to process it and have come to a greater understanding of the nature of God and the universe we live in.    I experience my twin flame energetically. This is not a physical relationship and never has been. I want to make this very clear because there is something to this whole chastity thing that religions talk about, that nuns and monks live by and vow. I don't take the twin flame label lightly. Until you have suffered greatly, and felt like you've gone completely mad, experienced the Dark Night of the Soul, and awakened the Kundalini, then and only then, will you know what it means to be a twin flame.     Twin flames raise the vibration of the collective consciousness...

  there is no woman quite like her she is a subtle wind and a quiet thought she'll whisper with her soul to you in your dreams and it's there you'll know her spirit it's there you'll be forced to see your own nakedness you'll know exactly what you are you'll know exactly how her love undresses you as her eyes reflect back an unharboured, passionate love she'll abandon all other lovers to be with the one that's meant for her but she won't wait for you to choose she'll be fine without you she'll keep moving forward in life and doing so without ever looking back

  in your forties you have to be more careful who you catch feelings with you're at a place in your life where your time is valuable and you know exactly what you want and don't want you've lived long enough to know when someone is full of it and what's important to you has changed drastically since you've been married divorced and raising kids on your own you want security you want an authentic masculine capable of nurturing your femininity and mature enough to communicate his needs women like us have had our fair share of boys now it's a man we want who really captures our heart mind and soul

i  remember the days of fighting for peace and happiness  wondering why does everyday have to be a struggle when you remove yourself  from toxic people toxic environments it's amazing how much better you feel you realize just how closed your chakras were how your emotional body was doing everything it could to protect you  it's like living in a place that never gets sun and always rains then one day the sun appears and you are amazed at its presence  and how awesome you feel this is what i've struggled with  my whole life believing i had to put up with negativity when all i had to do was remove myself  you can grow accustom to the dark  and fear change  facing your fears opens doors leading to new dimensions of life  you never thought possible take the first step to free yourself and the sun will greet you i know  because once i stepped into the light it illuminated the darkness around me  and everything suddenly became possibl...

  Some days my spirit is heavy. I'll be thinking about all my failures and burdens, and sadness suddenly hits me. I'm a good woman. I've tried to make good decisions and live a life of integrity. I've had to learn the hard way that people will take advantage of your goodness. It saddens me now that I'm middle-aged and trust people less, question their motives, and feel I have to keep my guard up. But if someone really wants to be a part of my life they'll understand. They'll stick around because they'll see my heart and my worth. They won't be turned off by my rough edges. They'll see the softness behind my eyes and they'll know that I'm the kind of woman that will always have your back if you treat me right. That's all a girl wants.. is to be treated right.