Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

From Journal Entry 10/2/03 During this time in my life I had a falling out with my brother. I had a lot of guilt about what had happened and was deeply saddened by the end results. The following dream came to me after many prayers for forgiveness. I was standing in a beautiful temple. A person met me at the entrance and asked, "Who do you want to see?" I replied, "Jesus." Jesus stood in the center of the temple. He had shoulder length dirty blond hair, thin, average heighth, and the most amazing piercing blue eyes. Another woman was there waiting to speak to Jesus. She was very anxious to talk to Jesus. I let her go before me. As I am waiting I could sense that Jesus could read my thoughts. I felt nervous probably because I felt an attraction to him. I thought to myself I shouldn't be having these thoughts. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I woke up before I talked to him. What makes a dream spiritually meaningful is its power to bring people closer ...

Eternity briefly opens up. You can choose to stay or chose to go. You choose your destiny, The fork in the road. Your life review is very brief. The emotions you go through- will feel like eternity. From every heart felt moment that was bitter sweet- To the crippling times that made you weep. Every detail you relive again. Until you meet yourself at the end. And in that moment when you are through, You realize there was so much you still didn't do. If only you could have one more chance- You'd be more honest with that one friend. You'd share your thoughts with those you loved. And tell them to fight and never give up. You'd apologize to those you've hurt. And make mends to those you've burned. If given just one more day, You could say all the things you need to say. So as you stand at the fork in the road, One door you will have to close. One road leads you back again, the other you can forgive. The choice is yours my friend. ...

Journal Entry 5/18/09 I was outside listening to the wind. I noticed the silence in between the space of the wind. I felt God in that space. I acknowledged his presence. My revelation about the dream was that in the silence there was tremendous power. We tend to place God outside of ourselves or around us. We don't place God within ourselves. In the dream it was as if God and I shared one breath. The enormous implication is that there is a world of higher consciousness that surrounds us. All we have to do is open ourselves up to it!

Be true to yourself. You will be misunderstood and judged. Those who persecute you will be the same ones that will follow you. Lead the way to me. It is a hard road to travel. At times you will feel lonely and forgotten, but I am always with you. They will percieve only with their eyes. You perceive with your heart. Help them to open their heart with gentlelness and patience. Like a shepherd tending to his flock of sheep, you must watch and guard those who need protection and guidance. What you fill yourself with, you will fill them with. So be diligent in your words and actions. Let your presence radiant my love. Let it penetrate each soul, that its light reaches heaven. By following your dharma child, you move a nation closer to me. And I am pleased and also am moved by your unwavering faith and obedience. Note~Dharma is a Hindu concept that refers both to cosmic law and to the duty of conforming to that law or to your own nature as a manifestation of that law. ~God

My husband and I were going through a rough time in our marriage. I had prayed for insight to our problems and this is the dream I had. In my mind's eye I could see his face throughout the dream. Both men represent aspects of my husband. From Journal Entry 12/4/2008 I'm in the Middle East, late 1800's. I'm there for a short time. I have traveled here by myself from the states. I am there as a journalist. I have a fiance in the states. I don't want to marry him. He has political power. He is controlling and very charming. The ruler of the country I am in notices me. He tries to persuade me to stay with him. I don't wish too. There are merchant tents in the hub where I'm at. I walk around to look at dresses. A Victorian dress catches my eye. It is ruby red. I try the dress on. I see this as my wedding dress. I take it off and cry. When it is time for me to leave, the ruler of the country tries to stop me. He sends his men after me. I wake up. I knew this w...

You are my teacher, the wind swirling around me. I am caught up in your healing, and it is healing me. The bridge between our two worlds is as ancient as the sea. The light blinding my eyes, so I have to adjust my eyes to see. My heart expanding, and the more I believe. Love never dies, it transforms the world around me.

When I was 22 I came to my "fork in the road." I was in a dark place. I knew if I continued on my path a part of my soul I would lose. I prayed to God to give me courage and strength to leave the situation I was in. More importantly I asked for a clear sign that God was in fact "real." After a night of tears and prayers, I was depleted. I had nothing left in me. I gave up. My mind quiet and body exhausted, I felt a tickle on the back of my neck. It felt like a butterfly had brushed up against me and was now fluttering. I then heard a voice, my own voice in my head. It said, "I am with you." I said to the voice, "I am scared what do I do?" The voice replied, "Follow your heart." With that message, I waited until daylight and told the person I was involved with at the time, I was done! He said he didn't want to hurt me and to go lock myself in the bathroom. I did. When he was gone I went to the neighbors and only returned to collect ...