The Phantoms of You

every year i expect you
to show up or call
but you never do
i'm starting to believe
all those little moments
of you stealing a glance at me
were all fabricated in my mind
i want to still believe
that when we were in each other's company
that you too
felt the air charged with electricity
but maybe i was wrong
and only i felt that way
with a decade now separating us
your memory is fading
and what scares me the most
is never knowing if what was between us
was ever real