every year i expect you
to show up or call
but you never do
i'm starting to believe
all those little moments
of you stealing a glance at me
were all fabricated in my mind
i want to still believe
that when we were in each other's company
that you too
felt the air charged with electricity
but maybe i was wrong
and only i felt that way
with a decade now separating us
your memory is fading
and what scares me the most
is never knowing if what was between us
was ever real
to show up or call
but you never do
i'm starting to believe
all those little moments
of you stealing a glance at me
were all fabricated in my mind
i want to still believe
that when we were in each other's company
that you too
felt the air charged with electricity
but maybe i was wrong
and only i felt that way
with a decade now separating us
your memory is fading
and what scares me the most
is never knowing if what was between us
was ever real
