Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

something changes in a woman's heart after shes been abandoned the fire dies out bitterness sets in if she's hasn't resorted to abandoning herself she'll get through it and move on she'll pick up the broken pieces of her life and build something new she will have mastered herself and learned a valuable lesson that only abandonment can teach which is you dont need a man to be strong you just need to believe in yourself and remind yourself that you've got this

i dreamt about you last night you brought me flowers red and white and placed them in a vase on my window sill then you left with your back towards me i watched you as i sat on the floor the flowers were beautiful you leaving beautiful

From Journal Entry: 4/6/2020 My ex mother-in-law came to me urgently. She had a message for me. "The next wave that's going to hit will close a lot of small businesses for good." The 'second wave' of COVID-19 in the US Morgan Stanley's recent COVID-19 forecast released Monday said that the largest risk to the US is "a second wave of infections emanating from the central region of the country after the coasts have peaked in mid-April." This wave, the report continues, could delay the US "peak" and cause recontamination of the coastal cities even after they see cases decline.   Scott Gottlieb, the former US Food and Drug Administration commissioner who's now a resident fellow at the American Enterprise Institute, said on Twitter that the coronavirus is now a "national epidemic with multiple epicenters." Pointing to cities like New Orleans, Philadelphia, and Dallas, among others, Gottlieb said that cities nati...

she was use to distancing herself from others this wasn't a new concept or something she had to get use to the one thing she was good at others would hate isolation isn't for everyone just the ones who love their own company

she walked away and out the door from those that refused to love her and walked towards the door that opened up the way for her loving herself

don't let his memory keep you up at night he's gone for a good reason you deserve better it's that simple let your thoughts go to loving yourself just the way you want to be loved because that's what is going to draw the right man to you he's out there hearing your thoughts with his heart you don't know it but he's already on his way to you that's how powerful love is when two people practice self love and their hearts are aligned they are destined to meet

she's more herself these days she's discovered her longings and pursues them effortlessly she dreams and knows she's dreaming when she's awake she's aware she is awake in a larger dream of her soul her spiritual eyes are open her heart expanding into the great unknown she's becoming more herself now that she's taught herself how to unbecome everything she's learned