Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

  Many nights I tried to conjure your presence... You lying next to me. I'd speak your name in my mind and close my eyes while imagining what your touch feels like. Looking back now, I was a woman deeply in love... In deep with a phantom that haunts my dreams. It is madness of a sort that no human should endure. Did you put a spell on me? Did you cast all your longings to the gods and they somehow reach me in my sleep? Love is cruel. You are cruel.

When you are confident secure and sovereign in your truth, your knowingness,  you will not be threatened or insecure by anyone else’s truth. Turning your back on someone, canceling someone, bullying, name calling, belittling are all behaviors stemming from trauma, programming and deep insecurity. It’s a response from someone that is threatened by another’s truth. When you are solid, sovereign, aligned and at peace with your truth, I promise you, the above behaviors will never resonate with you. You just won’t do them. Confidence in who you are and what you believe breeds compassion and empathy for any other truth outside of yours. You don’t have to accept it, obviously, but you can be the sovereign human you incarnated as and allow free will and diversity to exist amongst you. Pay attention to divisive behavior disguised as honor. Anything that pulls humanity apart creating segregation is part of the problem not the solution. We are here to rise above division. Cancel culture is di...

  I don't feel guilty about building a life for myself after divorce. I feel guilty about not doing it sooner. My accomplishments have been painstakingly executed in such a way that I don't wish my road on even my worst enemy. I fought for happiness. I fought for peace and sacrificed everything to get where I'm at today. Life has been like a wildfire for me.. burning away everything that no longer serves me.. leaving only ashes to remind me how things are constantly being transformed. We don't always know why we have to struggle so much and endure unfathomable amounts of pain. But I assure you there is meaning in the scars you now wear and beauty in the fire that you survived. You are capable of so much more than you realize. Just keep moving forward and believing in yourself, and watch the fire that destroys you, transform you into a better version of yourself.

S ilence is something that comes from your heart, not from outside. Silence doesn’t mean not talking and not doing things; it means that you are not disturbed inside. If you’re truly silent, then no matter what situation you find yourself in you can enjoy the silence. There are moments when you think you’re silent and all around is silent, but talking is going on all the time inside your head. That’s not silence. The practice is how to find silence in all the activities you do. Let us change our way of thinking and our way of looking. We have to realize that silence comes from our heart and not from the absence of talk. Sitting down to eat your lunch may be an opportunity for you to enjoy silence; though others may be speaking, it’s possible for you to be very silent inside. The Buddha was surrounded by thousands of monks. Although he walked, sat, and ate among the monks and the nuns, he always dwelled in his silence. The Buddha made it very clear that to be alone, to be quiet, does no...

  He's had a lot of misfortune In his life Taken advantage of By women That promised their loyalty Women that did not appreciate his heart And the twelve-hour days he put in So they could sit at home Like a damn queen All the while spending money Like water Racking up credit card debt With no regard for the future devastation They were unleashing He's been underappreciated But has learned From his past mistakes Now he's more cautious More aware Of women that have hidden motives Now he doesn't go into a relationship Blindly His eyes are wide open To women pretending To being queens

  Being with the wrong person In life Can be detrimental To your health It could have lasting psychological effects On you Depending on if there's abuse, neglect, or even a lack of validation for your feelings Maybe you've become invisible To the person And you have to beg for attention Maybe you feel you can't be your authentic self Because they already control and manipulate you Out of their own fears and insecurities You have a choice To stay or go Just know if you stay You're saying yes To allowing the abuse to continue And no to the potential future Of authentic living Where your peace and contentment await