My Life- The Hummingbird

 From journal Entry 10/26/2020

This morning I went out to my backyard to water the Clover I planted. A hummingbird hovered right in front of me as to say, "Hello." 

Meaning

Hummingbirds represent inner intelligence, new ideas, and spiritual determination. Small ideas can lead to big results. They remind us not to abandon your smaller dreams. Your ideas are spiritually influenced and will have a quicker time manifesting into the physical world. Hummingbirds represent a shift that is happening on a deeper level that is impacting your core values. As your core values start to shift, your thoughts and ideas that flow to you begin to change.

Hummingbirds energy is a combination of spiritual devotion, mental agility, and physical determination to reach a goal. When these are in harmony, you can create any reality you wish. The hummingbird invites you to look at the bigger picture and see a Divine connection in everything you have done whether positive or negative.

Interpretation

The Divine is always guiding us on our path and giving us loving signs to encourage us as we move through this life. I pay close attention to numbers (111,222,333,1212,etc) and I pay attention to animals, insects, the stars, and the moon to name a few. When I have an encounter with Spirit I feel in that moment that something truly amazing is happening. It is Spirit delivering a message personally to me.

My encounter with the hummingbird seems to be encouraging me to keep working on my new book project. I am working on my first poetry book and want to publish it by the new year.

I also feel that the hummingbird was telling me that my core values are changing. In January it will be four years that I've been a single mom. I always believed I needed a man to be complete and that I couldn't possibly raise my kids on my own. I now understand that's not true at all. In fact, it's empowered me as a woman and has opened me up to be more present as a mom.

And the last message from the hummingbird that speaks to my heart is reminding me to stay balanced in my life. I have been focused on healing and growing as a spiritual being. For the first time I feel comfortable in my own skin. My intuition is sharper than it's ever been. I am starting to feel complete. I am starting to believe that I can have peace. I am realizing that my thoughts are even more powerful than I imagined! I look at the challenges I have gone through in the last four years and what I managed to accomplish for myself; stability, love, laughter, security. I am truly grateful that Spirit has been right there with me every step of the way, guiding me and protecting me. 

Reference~ www.crystalclearintuition.com

Love Triangle

i'll never forget that day

there was a downpour

and the three of us decided

to walk down the dirt road

to the little store

to buy alcohol

in my mind

i thought this is crazy!

both of these men

i love

but only one

washes away

the dirt in my soul

the rain and you made me notice

how freeing it was

in that moment

to love the both of you

and not feel guilty

 

Not Afraid Anymore

 

you can't become a warrior

unless you've lived through

some shit and slayed your demons

this road isn't for sissies

it's for the badass women

who aren't afraid to pick up a sword

and use it

Stay Hopeful, Magic Happens

 

i suffer

silently most days

but keeping a positive attitude

and hope alive

keeps me

wanting to see

what the next day will bring

it's the unpredictably in life

that motivates me to embrace

things as they are

knowing at any moment

the impossible could happen

and magic comes

transforming my life

Fantasies

 

in this fake world

i'd like to believe

that there are love stories

with happy endings

mystical creatures that fly

the ethereal skies

witches that cast good spells

and gods balancing the scales

of good and evil

To Change The World, Change Your Hearts

 

Since his death, Jesus has played a continual role throughout history. The legalization of Christianity by the Roman Empire, in A.D. 313, soon led to its expansion into every part of the Western world. Not until the Prophet Muhammad began the Islamic religion in 610 did Christianity have any meaningful competition in terms of numbers of followers. Muhammad considered Jesus a prophet and is quoted in the Quran as saying, “When Jesus came with clear signs, he said: ‘Now I have come to you with wisdom, and in order to make clear to you some of the points on which you dispute. Therefore, fear God and obey me.’”

In the United States, George Washington used Christianity as a rallying point for his colonial army, saying in his First General Order to his troops, “Every officer and man will endeavor to live and act as becomes a Christian soldier defending the dearest rights and liberties of his county.”

Abraham Lincoln also referred to Jesus in a wartime setting: “When I went to Gettysburg and looked upon the graves of our dead heroes who had fallen in defense of their country, I then and there consecrated myself to Christ.”

Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. of course based his entire ministry and civil rights struggle on the teachings of Jesus. Also, his nonviolent philosophy was adapted in part from the ordeal Jesus experienced. About enemies, Dr. King said the following: “Just keep loving them. And by the power of your love they will break down under the load. That’s love, you see. It is redemptive and this is why Jesus says love. There’s something about love that builds up and is creative. There is something about hate that tears down and is destructive. So, love your enemies.”

President Ronald Reagan picked up on that theme: “He promised there will never be a dark night that does not end. And by dying for us, Jesus showed how far our love should be ready to go- all the way.”

 

Reference~ Killing Jesus by Bill O’Reilly & Martin Dugard

A Beautiful Sin

 

sure she sins differently than you

but don't judge her

we all have sin at our core

but what is sin?

one woman's sin

is another woman's virtue

her sin may cleanse

her soul

and the same sin

may dirty yours

know the difference

by discerning within yourself

what feels right

and what feels wrong

after all, sin is just a label