Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

Beloved, Long ago I forgave you. In all our past lives, I always forgive you and always I have to let you go. I've done this so often, and so often you fight with yourself for loving a woman like me. I know I am the fire that burns forcing you to feel your wounds and to know your soul. I know you must be suffering like me and the silence is killing us both. Often in my mind's eye I play out the words you would say to me. Sometimes there are no words, just silence and your gaze penetrating the thickness of the veil that hides my heart. Our souls then merging into a field beyond the human eye that only love can conceive, foster, and exploit! Then my concentration breaks and I am alone again. Tears come to remind me that what I feel for you is real. The karmic bond between us unbreakable, and yet so much left undone. I don't want to live the rest of my life without you in it. My whole life has been a steady dose of pain and then 21 years ago you gave meaning to that pain. Eve...

  If it’s meant for you, it won’t be toxic... It won’t bring out your insecurities or your fears or the worst in you because it will bring peace into your life and into your heart... If it’s meant for you, it won’t feel like a burden... You won’t have to explain to anyone why it’s not as bad as they think it is and you won’t have to go to sleep wondering if you’re lying to yourself because you’d be sure of it... You’d be sure that it’s right for you... If it’s meant for you, it won’t feel like a war... A war with yourself because you’re letting it drag on or because you can’t get out of it... A war with your friends because they can all see that you’re settling... A war with love because part of you knows that it shouldn’t be this hard... If it’s meant for you, you won’t have to constantly question if it is... You won’t have to look for signs or ask for advice or look for confirmation that it’s right. You’d just know... It will feel like home... It will make you feel safe... It wil...

i'm sure the independent brave women are killing it right now during this Covid-19 we've survived through many storms weathered abusive relationships and we are raising kids teaching them how the world really is not sugar coating it as we live our daily lives more awake than ever before we see and recognize we are the change that needs to happen and we're raising our kids to be more in tune with the inner than the outer we embrace one another and ourselves as we are but committed to healing and growing because we know that the way the world has been running can't function in chaos, deception, and greed anymore we brave women are rising to our true calling and power and growing in numbers professing: this is not a man's world anymore!!  

  i'm sure of it i loved you in another lifetime our karmic paths have criss-crossed and we meet again some call it fate but i promised you a lifetime ago i would always find you and you promised you would carry me forever in your heart and send out feelers so you could be found every heartache painstaking life event led me to you this invisible force pulling me to you i don't doubt you love me how could i with one look in your eyes and the memory of us comes rushing back like it was yesterday

  We are all fucked up on some level, We all come in with our baggage to work with and on. No human being escapes this unless they are an avatar with a different purpose. So the biggest illusion in my eyes is that we need to be perfect and if we are not then we need to forgive ourselves. Our fuck up ness is always going to surface, the difference between a spiritual warrior and one caught up in the herd illusion is self acceptance followed by conscious self observation without judgment. Without this there will always be a split between who we think we should be and who we are, we will judge others as harshly as we judge ourselves. When we simply witness we have already won because the Witness is the higher self and there will be response coming from awareness instead of reaction coming from habitual programs and self rejection. Reference~ https://www.facebook.com/sacred.dreams /

he's in love with your wildness it draws him in like a moth to a flame he sees you're courageous BOLD and living the life you've designed he knows you are his that he possesses your heart he also knows you need space and can't be led by him or anyone he's wild about you he may not show it outwardly but i assure you darling your wildness is pulling him in

  Sadness is a heavier energy, lurking just beneath all that fear. Fear keeps the sadness locked in place, by preventing us from ever addressing, honestly and authentically, the fact that we don’t want to feel our own broken hearts. It’s a defense mechanism that keeps the sadness at bay. We don’t want to open ourselves to our own sadness. Who wants to be that vulnerable? All that loss, that grief, that avalanche of sorrow? Why would we sign on for such a thing? So many times people tell me they’re afraid that if they start feeling their sadness, they’ll never stop crying. But here is a radical idea: The ability to be sad is a blessing. In our childhoods, we were taught that sadness is a sign of weakness. Remember your own childhood: Were you ever called a crybaby? Or made to feel ashamed of your tears? Did you somehow internalize the message that you were supposed to stuff those feelings, put on a brave face, chin up and all that? I’m here to tell you that if you want to release th...