Observations

i watched him
slip away from me
i watched him drink
and chase other women
i watched it become
more difficult for
me to love him
i watched him destroy himself
our marriage
and me
i watched myself 
fall apart 
after he left
and i watched myself
put all the pieces back together
of my shattered life
and start over again
i watched myself
descend into a hell
and rise up like a warrior