Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

dear me, i love the parts of you that no one else does. i love how you no longer want to keep those parts of you, that you thought were unlovable, hidden. you want to bring them to light. you want to transform them, water them, and see something new grow. your ability to nurture yourself proves that your heart is expanding. and i have to tell you that is amazing! after everything you’ve been through the past two years, you choose love over hate, laughter over sadness, hope over despair. i know you will achieve great things because you never give up. you keep moving forward, getting back up when you're knocked down and persevere under the most stressful conditions. there is a superpower in you. there is a wonder in you. you believe in yourself when you feel no one else does. that's because, my dear, you know who you are. you know you're a starseed, a co-creator, an author of your own story, which by the way, you’re writing very well. so, keep on doing what you’re doin...

Beloved, often I dream of you your presence water to my soul your touch life giving that sparks a thousand sensations for you in my dreams I reach for you and I am alive again

darling, be patient with yourself. you've been through a battle. you’re badly bruised, beaten, and parts of you are broken. but you are on the mends- healing takes time. you built a life with him and it was destroyed in a hurricane. the good news is the storm has passed and broken hearts heal. remember, you were born to love, you were born to break, and you were born to love again.

After we find our spiritual path and start walking it, we feel exuberant, lighthearted, relieved to finally be on our way home. But after a mile or two we may become tired or discouraged. We look around us, and it seems that the landscape has not changed; we are still the same unimproved, uninspired person we always were. And we wonder why we are not doing as well as we had expected and why we have not moved closer to our spiritual goal. The great guru, Parmahansa Yogananda, knew that such let-downs would from time to time overcome the students of his teachings, so in addition to his  Lessons  containing the meditation and yoga techniques, he offered many other forms of writing such as poems in which he declared in dramatic ways that no matter how bogged down one may feel, there is no reason to become discouraged. The great guru-poet insisted that the soul is on its way to God, no matter many times the thought occurs to one that life is just slowing down. The gr...

i could not force the tears back my throat contracted i was speechless his words "i want a divorce" hung in the air i felt like a dog being kicked in my side his love for me dry as a bone

in your presence words die away my senses open and my being fills up with your wildness every molecule in me feels intimacy with every molecule of you

there are some individuals that like to create more pain for you they don't deserve you ignore them stay away they are just a distraction from you creating the life you want for yourself

the sweetness of life leaves you when you're abandoned you become more cautious with your heart and more suspicious of any man that says he loves you

every man you ever gave your heart to either has lied to you, cheated on you, or mistreated you. now your alone and you see them for what they really are, a man-child, still running around on the playground chasing after girls to touch their ass and boobs, and then bragging to their friends about it, and then avoiding being sent to the principal’s office for punishment. get over him! A real man doesn’t chase after other women. he also isn’t so damn insecure that talking about feelings makes him belittle or berate you. the man you're looking for only has an interest in your ass and boobs and cares deeply about your concerns. he’s the one worth waiting for.

These are our freedoms, not our restrictions.  You shall know that you have taken the path of God, and you shall know that you have found God, for there will be these signs, these indications, these changes in you. You will know that you found the path to God when you see these signs. For God’s promise is that no one who truly seeks God shall any longer do these things. It would be impossible to continue such behaviors.                                                               1.  You shall love God with all your heart, all your mind all your soul.  And there shall be no other God set before Me. No longer will you worship human love, or success, money, or power, nor any symbol thereof. You will set aside these things as a child sets aside toys. Not because they are unworthy, but because you have outgrown th...