The Warrior You Have to Be

you never thought you'd be changing your locks to protect yourself from your own husband. you never imagined it would come down to him hating you. you never saw the day when you'd have to get an Order of Protection against him. you never thought he'd want to hurt you. all the years you invested in him seem to be a complete waste, because you thought he loved you. and now with him walking away, you thought you'd be free. but for you it only got worse. now you hope for the day you can lay down your sword and shield. but for now your thoughts are on only surviving your hell.