A Sip of Fresh Air

Are you gone for good or coming back?  Which is it?  Love demands an answer! 
I have become a torture to all those around me.  I lack mindfulness and my bad habits are multiplying.  Everyone around me plays dead.  All of my insides are tangled up. 
A sip of fresh air would cure me of all of my ailments.  For God sake send me back to you!