From Journal Entry 9/28/2011
During a relaxation technique, I saw myself as a young woman, in my teens, leaving my royal family in ancient Egypt. I left on my own accord. I came back years later disguised with a gift I had handmade. I presented the silk cloth to the king, my father. I felt there was a deeper spiritual lesson for my return and a spiritual quest as to why I left in the first place.
I felt honor to prostate in front of the king, but wanted no part of a royal life. The world outside the palace gave me freedom to be who I was. I hoped my father would recognize me and he would see that it was out of my own will I served him and not out of duty. I hoped my father would feel as humbled as I was.
During a relaxation technique, I saw myself as a young woman, in my teens, leaving my royal family in ancient Egypt. I left on my own accord. I came back years later disguised with a gift I had handmade. I presented the silk cloth to the king, my father. I felt there was a deeper spiritual lesson for my return and a spiritual quest as to why I left in the first place.
I felt honor to prostate in front of the king, but wanted no part of a royal life. The world outside the palace gave me freedom to be who I was. I hoped my father would recognize me and he would see that it was out of my own will I served him and not out of duty. I hoped my father would feel as humbled as I was.
