Lady of the Sun

A whisper on the wind,

A bird carried on the breeze;

Sends its message to the Goddess of the Sea.

Letting her know the Lady of the Sun

will visit her, to show her what is to come.

The bird nestled on her waters

so gallantly calm, sings a glorious and poetic song.

As night beckons to hasten the bird away-

The moon appears glistening in a luster

of silver and gray.

The God of the Moon shouts down,

"So what is it that is to come?"

Now hinting in colors of a brindled plum.

The Goddess of the Sea enchanted in colors

of amber caressing her face-

Lifts the bird with her gentle waves and grace.

Shifting her attention now that the bird is keen-

Replies, "I don't know. I'm waiting here patiently

for the Lady of the Sun to come to me!"

The moon slowly drifts away,

to sleep until the next day.

The sun comes out to brighten the day-

wearing a crown of gold and a gown of magnificent

silk in brilliant array.

The Goddess of the Sea looks up grinning in her way.

And in reply, "This is the same message I get everyday!"

Poem- Heaven's Child

Heaven beckoned her,
calling her home.
God longing to feel his child
in his arms again.

God wept,
tears of joy-
tears of a Father.
He said, "You've been gone
my Daughter. I have missed you.
You sacrificed your life, so others
would know my name. Oh how
I love you."

She understood. Everything
became clear. Her life would
save others who didn't know the
Lord's name.

She wept,
tears of joy-
tears of a Daughter.
She said, " I've felt alone,
an emptiness inside of me. I
see now the love that is all
around me. They cry for me,
but I feel no pain. Please God
let them know I am in my Father's
house."

The angels gathered around,
and sang a praise of her return.
Her life would heal many and
her death not in vain.

~In loving memory of Adrianna.
May she always live in our hearts.

Astral Projection about Getting Married

From Journal Entry Summer of 2000

I travel through the sky looking at the beautiful scenery below. A lake and pine trees mixed with a background of sunset colors. I then walk through a building to a woman sitting at a pillar. She asks me, "What do you want?" I reply, "I want to know what have I done?" She says, "No you don't. Some are really gruesome." She suggest, "What else do you want?" I reply, "I don't know." I then end up in a doctor's office. A woman at the front desk tells me the nurse is in a bad mood. I demand to know where she is. I go and find her. I find her down the hall to a door on the left. She says, "What do you want?" I respond, "I want a check up from the neck up." She sighs, "Come on Michelle, you know I can't do that." I finally just say, "A physical." She proceeds to give me a physical. I hear her say some numbers and she tells me, "You need to talk to Mary Ann Wisely."

When I woke up I picked apart every detail I remembered. The question what have I done was in reference to my past lives. I wanted to know what my karma was from the past. I was told I don't want to know. Not that I wasn't allowed to know, just that it wasn't in my best interest to know at that time. When I told the nurse I wanted a check up from the neck up I felt kinda like a crazy lady. For one, being in a projection feels like reality but a different reality, and secondly, in real life I'm always doubting myself and those experiences. Sometimes I feel I am crazy. When the nurse told me to talk to a woman named Mary Ann Wisely, what she really meant literally was to marry and wisely. I did take the advice and married wisely.

My Conversations with God on Marriage

I bare your burdens and your hurts. Instead of your faults, I see the light that burns within you. The dweller inside stands at the threshold. Guard what I have given you. Stand in mercy and in truth. Haste not in time, instead let it unfold with care and awareness. Love tenderly and open yourself up to be vulnerable. Resolve your karma with the other. Union in my eyes is sacred. This sacrament is imperative to a souls progress. Forgive the other when one needs to be forgiven. Atone for your own actions and be forgiven. This is your commitment to me. By giving of yourself in marriage, together burdens are shared and carried.

~God