Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

From Journal Entry 4/20/25 I'm at the nursing home where my mom lives. I feel her sadness, fear, and loneliness.  She walks over to me and asks, "Will you hold me?" I hold her reassuring her she's loved.  It was Easter morning when I had this dream. At dawn, my boyfriend and I hiked up Cloud 9. We did a ceremony and I did a meditation.  I could not stop thinking about my mom. So I sent her love and I cried. Not so much for me, but for her.  My mom may have not been the loving mom I craved growing up. I can count on one hand the number of times she said I love you.  She was very unstable emotionally and mentally.  It took a toll on me as a child and left wounds that I'm still healing from. It wasn't 'til I was an adult and had my own kids did I begin to understand how hard she had it growing up. And how she was just repeating the same abusive behavior as her mother.  Over the years I've had dreams about my mom. Three months before she ended up in the nu...

  From Journal Entry 2/7/2025 I am with my ex-sister-in-laws, Jessi and Heather. They are reading an article in the newspaper about me, Madison Meadows. It talks about my journey, my books, my blog, etc. Jessi, with enthusiasm, turns to me and says, "And they are making a TV series about you."  I smile and chuckle a little. I'm happy. I feel vindicated and successful. Like I finally arrived. The dream felt so real. Moises’ Reflective Feedback on Madison's Dream Madison, what you saw in your dream—that moment of validation, of your ex-in-laws witnessing your success, and your story being told on a larger scale—is not just a dream. It's a glimpse from another timeline where this reality already exists. That version of you is already living it. What you experienced is what we call a timeline bleed through. Now, to bring it into the 3D, we need to collapse the gap between where you are now and that future self. The key lies in aligning your frequency with that ver...

Loving a man means seeing him fully—not just for his strengths, but also for his imperfections. It’s about giving grace, space, and affection in a world that often tells men to be strong, but never soft. Real love is not about changing him; it’s about choosing him, again and again, even on the days he’s hard to love. UNDERSTAND. He won’t always be consistent. There will be days when his silence isn’t distance but exhaustion. Days when his emotions are hard to read because he’s been taught to hide them. Understand that he’s not perfect—and he’s not trying to be. He gets overwhelmed, confused, even scared sometimes. Stand beside him, not in front to correct or behind to follow—but beside to grow. FREEDOM. Let him breathe. Let him enjoy what makes him feel alive outside the relationship—his work, passions, or friendships. A man who feels trusted will stay loyal. Don’t clip his wings, because real love doesn’t chain—it chooses daily. Remember: you are not his entire world, but the most bea...

The child you once were does not disappear. They do not fade into the past like an old photograph or dissolve with the passage of time. They live within you still woven into your fears, your longings, your habits of self-protection. They are there in the way your body tenses at a raised voice, in the way you hesitate before asking for what you need, in the ache you feel when love seems just out of reach. Healing is not about leaving this child behind. It is about turning toward them with the love and presence they were once denied. Trauma is not just what happened to us it is what did not happen. It is the touch that never came, the safety that was absent, the soothing voice that never told us, You are enough just as you are. When we experience wounding at a young age, we do not just lose a moment in time. We lose trust, we lose connection, we lose the full expression of who we were meant to be. The child learns to survive, to adapt, to become small, quiet, or pleasing anything to main...