Most people that experience the twin flame phenomena have never heard about it before it storms into their life.
Those wishing for it may want to be careful what they wish for.
It’s like discovering magic and then losing the wand.
It is your soul ripping you open, laying out every piece of you that you had hoped to never see again, and saying clean up this mess.
When you have, it rips you open again and says not good enough, do it again.
It’s love, confusion, heartbreak, and soul aching beauty to the sound of a thousand tears.
There’s a silent unimaginable connection that will convince you that you’re crazy, synchronicities that appear in such real yet unexplainable ways that you know you’re not crazy.
Unavoidable perfectly imperfect magnetic energy that will defy any logical reason you may have for not wanting to be with them.
Its lust on crack, and hold the orgasm because their presence is a continual spiritual orgasm aka newly awakened kundalini energy in force - a twin flame always produces a profound awakening.
And they aren’t even a god although for a while you may think they are, they are just this other perfectly imperfect human that may have no idea of the deeper connection, perhaps someone who spends all of five minutes in your life somehow managing to turn it completely upside down, and inside out without actually doing anything much at all before their first disappearing act.
On the days that you can see all the beauty in the experience and connection you love them.
On the days you can barely look in the mirror and wish you’d never laid eyes on them, you love them.
How something so beautiful can destroy you, yet somehow create you at the same time, I’m not sure but I imagine that’s the true power of love, its ability to live in everything.
And you will see the only direction you ever had to look was in yourself.
That’s what it’s for, your awakening to your true self.
The opening of your heart to all that is.
Stop looking out, and start looking in.
Clear up the spaces you swore you would never return to.
Look within, and love who you find.
This is the journey home to you.
~Trudi Jane Poetry, Prose, and Ponderings
