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Wednesday, December 28, 2022

Until I Realized

 

I was once afraid of fear

Until I learned to feel it

And not let it suffocate me

But rather to allow it to gently flow through me

So that I may transform it into passion, purpose and meaning


I was once afraid of grief

Until I realized

It was a treasured visitor

For it revealed the vast ocean of love

That lay within me

And my capacity to feel

And care for others deeply


I was once afraid of rejection

Until I realized

That it need not cause me any hurt or harm

When I was able to fully embrace and accept myself

And honour my strengths and greatness

Celebrating the beauty and brilliance that lay within me


I was once afraid of heartbreak

Until I realized

That my heart was my own

And the only person who could truly break it

Was me

Through me disowning myself

And valuing how another person saw me

Above how I chose to see myself

And giving them the power to shape

How I felt about myself and my reality


I was once afraid of failure

Until I realized

That it was my greatest teacher

And that pain need not stem from it

When it empowered me to choose and act better in the future

And live more compassionately


I was once afraid of shame

Until I learned to befriend it

Then gently farewell it

Through granting myself permission to be imperfect

And make mistakes

While not letting them define or limit me


I was once afraid of guilt

Until I gave it purpose

And redirected it toward meaningful action

Allowing it to propel me along a path of love and healing


I was once afraid of my negative thoughts

Until I realized that their origin was my emotions

And by calming and uplifting myself

They would transform accordingly


I was once afraid of anger

Until I realized that it was not meant to be suppressed or ignored

But felt fully

Fuelling me to take passionate action toward what was most meaningful and important to me


I was once afraid of discomfort

Until I realized

It was one of my greatest guides

Revealing all that was in need of changing and healing within me


And I was once afraid of my shadow

Until I realized

That I was the alchemist of my life

And the power to transmute the darkness into light

Lay within me.


Words by Tahlia Hunter