Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

she remembers the sleepless nights pacing the floor looking for you praying for a phone call to tell her that you're all right that you're not in jail or worse the hospital how can she forget the lack of sleep and the emotional drain it took on her heart waiting up for a man that wanted to be somewhere else then at home with her but you had to break her heart you didn't deserve her deep down you know this isn't that why you walked away? so she'd finally meet the man that appreciated her heart

Beloved, Do the arrows of my thoughts reach you? I believe they do for I am still dreaming about you. There is an ancient melody between our two hearts- I swear it! Sometimes sad, sometimes sweet, yet inviting and seductive to our souls. I’ve concluded that you and I are double-natured . Our bodies we leave behind and commingle with one another in a far, distant land, not of this world. Yet I have no proof of it. I am moving on Beloved, it feels like without you. But I can still feel you stirring the stars in me. I am regaining my strength, and my spirit has lifted from my long battle. If it was a test from the gods, surely I have passed and been promoted. I will rest for now and regain my good health. But alas , the war is over! Your double-natured counterpart Sapphire

it hurts you to watch her go through hell you want to be there for her but circumstances beyond your control prevent you you want to tell her everything will be okay that you will always be there for her but you know that’s not possible you feel like you’ve abandoned her that you’ve let her down but she knows you’re there in your own way sometimes coming as a subtle thought to gently remind her you are thinking of her you haven’t forgotten her smile or the way she makes you feel and when that thought is strong enough she smiles in her heart and her face lights up you don’t see it but i promise you she knows how much she means to you even when you’re so far away living your life the best that you know how she feels you don’t you love the way she loves you? how she keeps you feeling alive on the inside? remember this next time you’re in pain and ache to hold her but can’t remember she loves you regardless

when i reach the finish line (and yes one day i will) how many people in my life will be there to take all the credit for my success when basically i did it all on my own i hope for the sake of saving face those same people at least show-up for my funeral too

i want to say "thank you" to all my haters who forced me to be brave outspoken to stand out from all others even you in my eyes are the answer to my prayers

while you were up all night crying because he left you he's not he's making love to the woman he left you for so be thankful he did you a favor sweetheart all that hurt you feel is you realizing you betrayed yourself maybe you should of left him a long time ago after the first time he cheated on you but hey let's be honest with ourselves he's not the man you thought you married and he's also no longer your problem

Kundalini comes from Sanskrit and refers to a cosmic force, energy. It is a pure, divine force. Kunda in Sanskrit means coiled. It’s the same way a serpent sleeps. As the serpent ( Kundalini ) awakens and travels up the spine, it activates the corresponding powers of the chakras. Any spiritual practices we perform has its intention of the awakening of this cosmic force (serpent) within us. It is what connects us to the Divine. It functions according to cause and effect. Every manifested thing is subject to cause and effect, and Kundalini is no exception. When the causes are satisfied, the effect is the result. The most common universal symbol for the Kundalini is the serpent, which is found in every religion. ( Matthew 10:16   Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves . )  I t is this serpent that gives wisdom, intelligence. Kundalini is an energy that exists in the body. The true initiate ...