Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

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i'm pretending to forget about you it's the only thing that makes the pain easier to bear i'm pretending not to love you and am wondering if on your side of the world if you are good at pretending too

he called to say he was sorry i was hesitant to even answer the phone when i heard his words i was in disbelief i wanted to cry but i didn't i didn't want to give him the satisfaction that he had any power over me so i waited when i was alone and released the flood of emotions that kept me in bondage for so long each teardrop tasted like freedom birthing a new version of myself that is capable of trusting someone again

she reached up for help but no one came she reached out and the only hand she felt was her own so she pulled herself up and wiped her tears maybe no one gave a damn but she did she cared enough to put herself back together when it appeared no one else did sometimes loving yourself is enough to survive

"Whoever can see through fear will always be safe." Lao Tzu 6/5/2018    I'm standing in front of a beautiful Buddhist temple. I become lucid and aware that I am dreaming. I eagerly want to explore the temple. Suddenly, a black cloud approaches me and tries to enter my body. With courage I say, "I will stomp out my enemies!" I stomp my foot on the ground with authority. The cloud turns into a rag, then falls to the ground. Grey clouds form in the background and are quickly moving in. The temple is no longer visible.    A temple represents psychological or emotional refuge. I want to find balance and recenter myself after a difficulty. The black cloud represents a lower energy mass present in my space. It is a lingering negative energy who's presence is making me aware of the negative things that I'm trying to get out of my life and that are being released. The grey clouds represent the upcoming end of depression. Also, a life ahead without much t...

i remember that weekend you showed up unexpectedly i answered the door wrapped up in a blanket i was half asleep you were in town for the day i closed the door on you out of sheer panic how i wish now i would of invited you in but i was terrified of you my heart and my mind in disagreement how i regret not getting to know you better so many opportunities missed because i let fear overpower me but given a second chance i would take my time to get to know you we could just both agree to keep it simple no pressure no expectations no need to make plans just embrace what's between us here and now