Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

I know I am   a deep thinker   and I feel  things deeply  it will take   one strong secure man  to explore  my oceans  and not drown in them

~ The best friends are those who know how to keep the same silences. ~ This is the choice before us: either try to revolutionize the world and break under it or revolutionize ourselves and remake the world. ~ To pass from sadness to joy requires birth, a moment of travail and labor, for no one ever mounts to a higher level of life without death to the lower. ~ To do God's will until death, that is the inner heart of all holiness. ~ A smile is laughter's whisper and has its roots in the soul. ~ Moral principles do not depend on a majority vote. Wrong is wrong, even if everybody is wrong. Right is right, even if nobody is right. ~ God does not love us because we are valuable. We are valuable because God loves us. ~ If you do not worship God, you worship something, and nine times out of ten it will be yourself. You have a duty to worship God, not because He will be imperfect and unhappy if you do not, but because you will be imperfect and unhappy. ~ If you do not ...

he told me  to go find   my own friends  I didn't know  friends were  one of the assets  that gets divided   when you divorce  but apparently they are   he claimed all but two

you gave  sadness to her soul you gave  her a reason to demand  more from others

you apologized so often that the words "i love you" were no longer valid they actually were a form of abuse because you  consciously continued your bad behavior and expected me to love you regardless of the fact your actions  wounded me

I know I've   dated all  the wrong men  formed relationships  with men who   didn't deserve me  I know now  that the right   man is out there   and I will recognize him  because all the wrong ones   gave me all the warning signs of what to look out for

From Journal Entry 8/5/2018    There is a healthy tree with beautiful blooms of white, yellow, and pink. Dawn is breaking. I point to the tree.    The tree is associated with my life. The roots are my spiritual foundation. The trunk and branches are elements of my existence. They represent what I have developed in my life, the different avenues I have explored, and the connections I have made with others. The flowers are my fruition. White represents purity, innocence, new awareness, new beginnings, happiness, clarity. Yellow is the color of light, hope, encouragement, joy, optimism, warmth, and honesty. Pink represents motivation, ambition, love, kindness, compassion, softness, and the healing powers of love or friendship.    God grows the tree because my life is rooted in Him. The unseen roots, my inner life with God, produces visible fruition. Me pointing at the tree is my need to pay more attention to what is being brought forth from within m...

I've carried  so much  heartache and pain in my body  over the years that my body nearly shut down on me it wasn't until  I cried out for peace and declared truce with myself that I began to heal  I just had to agree  not to remain silent  about it

she knows what    she deserves   she will make war   with anyone that   stands in her way   this she learned the hard way:   being cheated on,  lied to, and stolen from   her wounds  made her stronger  but it was her enemies   that made her a warrior