Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

Lord, I know one season has come to an end. I know I must move forward through the doorway of change. Lord, I must confess that I am scared. Please hold my hand and stay by my side. I need to feel you with me. Please reassure me Lord that you are there. That I am not alone. For I know I can accomplish all things through you. Give me strength and courage to walk through the doorway of change. Love,  Me

I keep your ring on it proves to me you did love me If I take it off there's that doubt that I will ever be loved again This is my mind trying to trick my heart that I am still loved by you

There are positive ways to deal with anger: Karate Shadow boxing Writing Screaming Cursing Throwing a football Yoga Cycling Singing And all of these things I can do to Metallica blaring in the background.

No one has ever smiled at me the way you smiled at me How can I forget? A million daydreams have taken place because of that smile How your smile has brought me  so much joy and so much pain The look you gave me spoke a thousand words to my heart Were you trying to trap my heart? Or were you trying to remind me  of who I really am?

Taking a whore into your bed you have joined world, flesh, and devil. You have been seduced by a woman who worships death, fears not God, and has no virtue.

In secret I wrote my poetry, But now with my husband gone, I don't have to write in secret anymore. My secret life a loaded gun- My words splatter and make noise. My words the power to kill, but I no power to die.