Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

What a feast to partake!  All are welcome!  The Bride has entered her chamber.  The Bridegroom delights in anticipation of her beauty.  The Guests arrive one by one.  Their bodies are in need of nourishment. The wedding has been announced at the birth of these two souls.  Much time has passed in order for preparation.  The day has finally arrived. The bridesmaids delicately wash her from head to toe.  Her perfumed body fills the garden. The Bridegroom patiently waits for the hour of union.  He blushes at the sight of her.  Her beauty radiates out like a sun beam.  There is an outpouring of love when their eyes meet.  The Guests hearts are all set on fire.  When the Bridegroom kisses his Bride eternity opens up and all present are witness to their blinding light.  

Last night I invented a new pleasure, and as I was giving it the first trial an angel and a devil came rushing toward my house.  They met me at my door and fought with each other over my newly created pleasure; the one crying, "It is a sin!"- the other, "It is a virtue!" Reference~ Kahlil Gibran

From Journal Entry 4/23/2012 Brother, Anger and bitterness will rot the soul.  There was only compassion in Jesus's heart when he hung on the cross.  He suffered gladly for our sins.  In truth if you can pick up your cross like Christ and carry it, then you are on the path of salvation.  Embrace who you are- knowing God embraces you as you are.  Surrender your will to do His will.  Only then will your life turn around.  All things that happen to you have meaning and serve His purpose.  We don't always know God's plan for our lives.  We just have to trust Him. Proverbs 23:7  For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he. Love, Sis

~I have no enemies, O God, but if I am to have an enemy let his strength be  equal to mine that truth alone may be the victor. ~You will be quite friendly with your enemy when you both die. ~If all they say of good and evil were true, then my life is but one long crime. ~Even the masks of life are masks of deeper mystery. ~Only great sorrow or great joy can reveal your truth.  If you would be revealed you must either dance naked in the sun, or carry your cross. ~If you do not understand your friend under all conditions you will never understand him. ~Lovers embrace that which is between them rather than each other. ~Sow a seed and the earth will yield a flower.  Dream your dream to the sky and it will bring you your beloved. ~It takes two of us to discover truth.  One to utter it and one to understand it. Reference~ The Collected Works of Kahlil Gibran

My heart is in ruins.  I have no riches to offer, for what I seek is also seeking my ruined heart.  This world loses its allure when nothing in it can repair my heart.  What does God want with bags of gold?  It's my heart that is his treasure.  He comes to me like a desperate lover.

According to the Kabbalah, every human soul comes from Adam Kadmon, and every embodied human soul is within Adam Ha-Rishon. At this level male and female were joined together in one holy image. When the Adam Ha-Rishon was separated into man and woman- Adam and Eve- the holy souls destined to become human beings were also divided into male and female. Thus a person has a soul mate, a perfect spiritual counterpart, that he or she is destined to meet and unite with at some point in the transmigration of the soul. For the soul-being of both partners must have a sufficient degree of evolution and have accomplished all necessary tikkune of the soul before they are ready to meet and restore their unity. Both must be incarnate at the same time in male and female form, both must attain and embody their supernal soul, and the conditions in their environment- place, time, and circumstance- must be just right. Only then do soul mates meet and unite with one another. The union of soul mates...

From Journal Entry 4/10/2012 Dear Reader, I do not regret my words.  My words mirror a timeless place.  My poetic expression of my soul contains a language that restricts my soul.  The words I cling to are a far cry to the depth that is veiled behind them.  The truth that lives within me longs to be born into the world.  The world, in its infancy, is cradled in confusion.  I only hope to shed light on confusion. Sincerely, Madison Michelle

I've been dying since the day I was born.  The day I died into you I've been longing for death.  It is inside of you I was reborn.  Outside of you I am nothing.  I have to give up everything to clearly see you.  My eyes bleed so I may know the sufferings of this world in order to dissolve the illusion it holds.  The only thing that has a hold on me is your love.  I will die a million deaths to be in that love and suffer indefinitely longing for it.

Love can not cling.  If it gets to sticky then it becomes a trap.  How do you put an enclosure around God?  Love scatters in the Universe and creates new worlds.  Sacred love is a journey of the innermost place within that empties itself of itself before it enters God.

My perfect love has no boundaries, no institutions, no elite.  Whom ever chooses to follow me will be led to the Kingdom.  Whom ever gives up resistance and control will be led to the Eden of Genesis.  Born again are those whom follow with no persecution of their enemies.  Born again into the Kingdom promised by me since the beginning of creation when we were One and in perfect love. ~God