MADISON MEADOWS: A Spiritual Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Soulful Healing

You broke us I did my best To keep our secrets You did your best At avoiding any interaction with me Knowing how it would end Maybe I was the one Too invested But we both had everything to lose The difference between you and me Is I take risks At any cost Not for love dear But for truth Living a lie was eating at my soul I set myself free And dug my own grave at the same time I am in a better place I'd like to think My actions helped you Even if it was just in the smallest way I just wanted you to be happy As you continue to hold tight to your secret I hope you know your secret is safe with me Take it to your grave dear If you like And bury it With all the lovely memories of me

  The words I want to say to you are sitting on my chest.  So many emotions I've carried around with me with no suitable place to go. I'm tired of feeling this way.. Loved but not loved, heard but not validated. There comes a point one gets to when the heavy grief that burdens the heart has to go somewhere.  I've come to that point of longing no more because my heart is numb. Carrying around a hope that one day you'll be real was killing me. This fictional love story is just that.. fiction. A woman needs more then the vague ghostly figure that visits her dreams.  I've been reminded of my value. I've been reminded that there is someone out there longing for a woman like me.. Free spirited,  fun loving, courageous,  and believes in magic. But even in the reminding, I'm left feeling like a piece of me is missing, and knowing in my core, you're the missing piece.  But, these days, I've reclaimed my power.  I choose now to leave that missing piece as a...

  When younger, we make various choice's without the future in mind. Sometimes those choices bite us in our mid-life. These are some of the things one might regret when they're older. 1. Marrying the wrong person When you're young, check your motives for marrying. Don't marry to copy your peers, or for social standing or out of pressure. Marry for love and companionship, marry the right person, marry your best friend. For if you marry the wrong person or for the wrong reasons, you will have to put up with that person the rest of your life. Things might get worse between you two; then depression, physical abuse, affairs, pain, shame, court cases, bitterness will define your mid-life years all because you chose the wrong one. Things will get worse when children are involved. Make the right choice of a spouse when you are young. 2. The opportunities you did not seize When you are younger many doors will open, you will get many chances. Many young people let these opportuni...

There was an unspeakable love  That hung in the air Between them She longed to see him again He buried his love In the deep recesses of his soul Little did he know That love can't be forgotten  Not by the heart  The heart has it’s own memory  Memories that then seap into the dreams Of those that are lost But not forgotten