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The Four Laws of a Shaman

The first says: "The person who comes into our life is the right person" In other words, no one comes into our lives by chance, all the people around us, who interact with us, are there for a reason, to make us learn and advance in each situation. The second law says: "What happens is the only thing that could have happened." Nothing, but nothing, absolutely nothing that happens to us in our lives could have been otherwise. Not even the most insignificant detail. There is no: "if I had done such a thing, such another would have happened...". Nope. What happened was the only thing that could have happened and it had to have been so for us to learn that lesson and move on. Each and every one of the situations that happen to us in our lives are perfect, even if our mind and our ego resist and do not want to accept it. The third says: "Anytime it starts is the right time." Everything starts at the right time, neither before nor after. When we are rea...

Without Him

she feels stronger now that there's space between them for a long time he was her strength  her shelter her reassurance  that everything would be alright  but now he's gone and the space between them has forced her to fight on her own to draw on her own strength  she feels different  these days without him by her side she doesn't know  what to make of it except that she's now her own person without him holding her together 

Restore Me- Loneliness

  Loneliness is a strange sort of thing. It creeps up on you, quiet and still, sits by your side in the dark, strokes your hair as you sleep. It wraps itself around your bones, squeezing so tight you almost can't breathe, almost can't hear the pulse racing in your blood as it rushes up your skin and touches its lips to the soft hairs at the back of your neck. It leaves lies in your heart, lies next to you at night, leaches the light out from every corner. It's a constant companion, clasping your hand only to yank you down when you're struggling to stand up, catching your tears only to force them down your throat. It scares you simply by standing by your side. You wake up in the morning and wonder who you are. You fail to fall asleep at night and tremble in your skin. You dought you doubt  do I don't I should I why won't I And even when you're ready to let go. When you're ready to break free. When you're ready to be brand-new. Loneliness is an old fri...

Your Thoughts Are in Your Power

" Your thoughts are completely in your power. You can turn them in any direction you want. Sometimes your thoughts may run wild and fly to areas from which you should keep away. Nevertheless, it is within your power to take your thoughts in hand, even against their will, and direct them to the true path. Thought is like a horse that gallops off the road and tries to go in the wrong direction. The rider controls the horse with the bridle, forcing it to go in the right direction. As soon as you see your thoughts pulling in the wrong direction, take them in hand and bring them back in the right direction." Rebbe Nachman of Breslov - Likutey Moharan II, 50

Love the Pain Away

  I had it all wrong Some wounds can never be cleaned out That's the truth No matter how much reflection  Inner work Solitude I do There's always a hardness About me That I recognize  Caused by unbelievable amounts  Of emotional and mental pain I know I'm broken I know no one can fix me All I can do Is love myself To the best of my ability  And show myself some grace And maybe One day My days of remembering my pain Will be balanced out By the days I did my best To love the pain away 

A Graveyard of Memories

  her emotions  spill out of her eyes so much sadness  buried in her chest memories that haunt her she lives in a graveyard  of his memories  there’s no movement  no sound except for the emotions  that she wipes from her ghostly face

My Story: Choosing the Pain Caused by Love

  I started my spiritual journey 24 years ago. For me, it was out of necessity. My whole life has been landmarks of supernatural experiences that I could not explain. So, I began to read everything out there... metaphysical, new age, and every religion under the sun. There was a drastic shift in my spiritual path when I met my twin flame. He was a catalyst for my spiritual growth that led me into the world of mysticism. I fell in love with Rumi, studied Gnosticism, and opened myself up to meditation. I became addicted to Astral projection and obsessed over my dreams. I withdrew from the world and isolated myself. The dream world became my escape...escape from pain, grief, and depression. I felt alone most of my life until I met my twin flame. In the beginning, I didn't know anything about twin flames. Spirit has always guided me on my journey, leading me to the right book, place, or person. My experiences started to make sense as I began to have synchronicities. My research...

The Deeper You Are

The deeper you are, the harder it becomes for you to find someone who wants to have a relationship with you. You can go out on a lot of dates but at some point the relationship fails to progress any further and that is mainly because of the intensity of your depth. Not every man is strong enough to handle a deep woman. Here’s why: 1. A deep woman asks deep questions. A deep woman will probe further into your life and ask questions that you may not be prepared to answer. Even on the first date, she will dig deeper and ask personal and philosophical questions – she will never enjoy a shallow conversation. 2. She is honest. Too honest – often blunt. A deep woman takes her integrity seriously and one thing she believes in is honesty. If you ask her anything, she will tell you the truth and she expects the same from you. 3. A deep woman knows what she wants. Or who she wants. A deep woman knows right away if she likes you and doesn’t need to date around or explore her other options to be su...