Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

  A Collection of Poems 'The Fire in a Woman's Belly 1' is about surviving and healing from narcissistic abuse. The poetry moves through the landscape of anger by addressing it and feeling its power, to a quest of transmuting the wounds into beauty caused by the narcissist; and lastly, transforming it through a level of awareness that gives inner strength and a deeper understanding of oneself. This is for any woman who's healing from the abuse of a narcissist. Link to Ebook   https://books2read.com/u/3JXqqJ Link to Print Copy  Amazon.com: The Fire in a Woman's Belly I (9798594702172): Meadows, Madison: Books

  From Journal Entry 8/20/2017 My daughter rushes in the house and hands me the mail. There are three letters from you. The envelopes were decorated in large cursive letters in pencil. I opened one letter and I saw your name. After seeing your name I collapsed on the floor. I was in shock, disbelief, and overwhelmed with emotions. Tears flow knowing that I finally have heard from you. I've grown tired of waiting on you to reach out to me. I've spent so many years hoping you'd tell me how you feel. Then I have a dream that feels so real, even more real than the life I'm living, and all those feelings come rushing back. For days after I am a wreck, a mess, trying my best just to get through my restless nights. I have to talk myself down off the ledge of self-pity and self-destruction. I have grown tired of the power I let you have over me. The battle continues after such dreams of you. Then after finding my balance again, sometimes days or weeks later, peace is restored i...

  You cannot save anyone. You can be present with them, offer your groundedness, your sanity, your peace. You can even share your path with them, offer your perspective. But you cannot take away their pain. You cannot walk their path for them. You cannot give answers that are right for them, or even answers they can digest right now. They will have to find their own answers, ask their own questions or lose their own questions, make friends with their own uncertainty. They will need to make their own mistakes, feel their own sorrows, learn their own lessons. If they truly want to be at peace, they will have to trust the path of healing that reveals itself step by step. But you cannot heal them. You cannot diffuse their fear, their anger, their feelings of powerlessness. You cannot save them, or make things right for them. If you push too hard, they may lose their own unique way. Your way may not be their way. You did not create their pain. You may have done or not done some things, ...

she was prepared for the storm the lighting and thunder the torrent downpour the molesting wind yes life had prepared her to weather storms battle monsters and drown them in the wake of her calm

  This book is a continuation of Stringing Beads, Volume 2. In this collection, the blog entries pick up from 2016 through 2019. Many things have transpired in those years. Madison went through a divorce. Through it, she wrote her anger and grief of her loss and the betrayal she felt. Madison got through it by relying on God to guide her on the dark road ahead of her. She prayed, meditated, and journaled on most days. Her future was uncertain but she maintained her faith in God and her connection to her twin flame to get through the worst part of her life. Her story is proof of God's awesome power and presence. Stringing Beads: Making a Beautiful Life Moment by Moment, Volume 3: Meadows, Madison: 9798593215604: Amazon.com: Books

  She is Powerful Here is a truth you often don’t hear: traumatized women have the potential to become the most powerful people in this world. The most ignorant members of society call this type of woman “damaged.” But she is the most powerful type of woman there is. What they forget is that survivors have the most dangerous advantage of all: resilience. When you try and you try but you can never bring a woman down, you’ll know there is no going back. Don’t fool yourself. You could never defeat her. You never will. This is the woman who will always rise from the dead; Lady Lazarus, after going through hell and back. This is the woman who has burned her feet in the flames time and time again and always lives to tell another tale – even if she has to crawl back to life. She was never given love or approval on a silver platter, so in order to survive, she had to love herself in a way others could only dream of. She fought tooth and nail for her own self-acceptance. No one cuddled her ...

  these past few years i've been discovering me the me without the title of wife and what i've found is a woman that has clear boundaries and intentions a clear resolution in my soul that there's no way in hell i'll ever let a man treat me like shit ever again

  Baruch de Spinoza was a Dutch philosopher considered one of the great rationalists of 17th-century philosophy, along with Descartes. According to Spinoza, God would say: “Stop praying. I want you to go out into the world and enjoy your life. I want you to sing, have fun and enjoy everything I've made for you. “Stop going into those dark, cold temples that you built yourself and saying they are my house. My house is in the mountains, in the woods, rivers, lakes, beaches. That's where I live and there I express my love for you. “Stop blaming me for your miserable life; I never told you there was anything wrong with you or that you were a sinner, or that your sexuality was a bad thing. Sex is a gift I have given you and with which you can express your love, your ecstasy, your joy. So don't blame me for everything that others made you believe. “Stop reading alleged sacred scriptures that have nothing to do with me. If you can't read me in a sunrise, in a landscape, in the...