Never A Dull Moment

after all the
ways that i've
been with you 
your door is still open
i have been held
hostage by my
demanding self
she shouts off
one demand after
another
it's making my
hairs split
but you Beloved
put up with me
all of my spitting
and spatting off
at the mouth
how easily you
forget the way
i've been
and still you
don't push me away
i think
you enjoy this
maybe you wonder
what version of
myself is going
to show up next
never a dull moment
Beloved, never
a dull moment
to be had