Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

  when a woman is on the verge of losing everything she's beyond desperate beyond reach she finds the strength to do the impossible she discovers a super power that allows her to carry on but not like before she does it with pure intent to not merely survive like she has been in the past but to carve a place for herself in this world she does so out of a thirst for true power after being rejected by everyone because she accepts what others could not she embraces those parts of herself and integrates them into her whole being this is the secret: love yourself deep and hard the relationship you have with yourself is the most important relationship you will ever have

I am not who I once was... I’m different. I have a voice. I don’t care what people think of me anymore. I allow myself to be seen—the real me, not the one I thi nk will win people’s approval. I base my self-worth not on what anybody else thinks of me, but on what I think of myself. I’m a bit of a rule-breaker now, and I don’t apologize for that. I will never be who I once was because of what I have been through. The truth is, challenging circumstances in our lives change us. The death of a child, escape from an abusive relationship, a life threatening illness, an affair that forced you to face who you really are instead of who you were pretending to be, coming out from the other side of an addiction that almost killed you—those things change us. We pass through them. And we are never, ever the same. When these things happen in our lives, the experience lifts our energetic vibration and gets our attention. It forces us to pause, reflect on what we have been through and own who we now ar...

  you will spend years getting to know me and still not understand me i am quiet and underneath the surface i am contemplating a million things i am trying to connect the dots to my existence and this takes a lot of mental and psychological work introverts need to make sense of the world outside and inside of themselves for us there is a deminsion of soul that begs us to explore more deeply we are inner space explorers traveling through our hearts and minds and cracking open the mystery of our existence

i still think about you how can i not? you had such a profound effect on me and my path in life you'll never know how you wounded me and at this point i'm sure you're to scared to ask because that would force you to feel things you don't want to feel so you continue to live in your ego these days and i constantly change from hot to cold when i think about you funny how you have questions but i'll never tell unless of course you stop hiding behind your own pride i'll always be ten steps ahead of you deal with it but it doesn't mean i'm not looking over my shoulder to make sure you're still there and yes darling i am glad you're still there 

  my dear man, how i adore you! you may not know all my pain and battles i have fought that led up to our paths crossing, but it is my firm belief that it all had to happen in order for me to meet you. i have known lonliness, hopelessness, and despair intimately. and in those moments of my life they taught me to rely on myself. meeting you has been life changing. meeting a soul like you has reminded me that there are still a few good men left in the world. i just count my lucky stars that i have you and how blessed i am to be your woman, your partner in crime. whatever this union has to offer, i will embrace it!! Love, M

sometimes i feel like i can't breathe my chest tightens my heart races my palms sweat i have to tell myself inhale four exhale four i do this and it helps life is stressful and only you can get control when you feel out of control when you feel like this just slow down and breathe sometimes that's all it takes to recenter reevaluate and remember this too shall pass