Madison Meadows Spiritual Blog: A Journey into Mysticism, Dreams, Twin Flames, & Healing

  ​ It’s strange the way grief and memory weave themselves into our dreams. Time has a habit of bending and breaking, and sometimes, the answers we seek in the waking world are handed to us, raw and unfiltered, in our sleep. ​ From Journal Entry 10/15/2010 It was only five days after my cousin was murdered by her boyfriend. I was living in a shockwave, but the dream itself didn't feel like my everyday life. Instead, I was transported. ​ I was in ancient Roman times. The scene was the Colosseum, a place defined by its raw, primal justice. There were games underway, and I was competing. I wasn’t just a spectator; I was a warrior in that arena. Even then, my instinct was protective; I felt the fierce need to guard my friends who were with me in the crowd. And then, I saw him. The killer. His appearance was different than in the present day, but I knew. I knew who he was instantly. He was a shadow in the crowd, a parasite in the perfect order of that ancient place. Ou...

  From Journal Entry: October 4, 2010 I had a dream that came shortly after a visit that my husband (ex-husband now) and I took with our two children to see my twin flame and his family in Salida, Colorado. To give you some context… my twinflame and ex were childhood friends. Our kids were around the same ages. We had spent nearly a week there at the beginning of August in 2010. I remember being very aware during that visit of the preciousness of those moments. I didn’t speak about the deep connection I felt. I didn’t mention my writing or my blog, Madison Meadows. At that time my twinflame knew nothing about that part of my life. Instead, I simply allowed myself to be present … to enjoy being in his company, surrounded by his family, savoring each moment. Yet deep inside, I had a powerful feeling that this might be the last time I would ever see him in person. Not long after returning home, I had the following dream. The Dream In the dream, I am back in Salida. I am walk...

From Journal Entry 12/3/2015 I had a dream that I now understand was far more than just a dream. It was one of those sacred, symbolic encounters. In the dream, my twin flame stood before me and said that he owed me for 72 hours. I remember responding: “That’s too much.” Then, very clearly and consciously, I said out loud: “24 times 3.” It was not random. It was deliberate. Mathematical. Aware. For context, I had not physically seen him since 2010. This dream came five years into separation. Five years of processing, grieving, questioning, and spiritually evolving. After I had the dream, I emailed an expert who studies numbers and sacred symbolism. He responded that it was a “great dream” and suggested the one speaking to me may have been my Higher Self. He also referenced that 72 hours equals 4,320 minutes. A harmonic of sacred cycles of time and connected it to ideas of consecration, divine structure, and even karmic balance. At the time, I knew it was significant....